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sylvester.

sylvester.

sylvester.

sylvester.

i love his eyes.. his smirk.. his sexy lips.. woot. chris is out. yay. i never liked him. sylvester performance was great last night. the way he sang. so natural and sexy. hahah.well, i guess i am mad over him.

indeed lah.

i love you, sylvester! :D

ai ne.. wo de ai ne..

ni ne.. wo de ni ne..

cong qian de na xie kuai le.. mei le.. nan dao ni zhen se de?

zhen se bu de..

xin ne?

bei nong tong le..

chen mo ne?

bei dui qi le..

wo de.. ai ne? ni ba ta gei shui le..

i slacked today. but i should be slacking. i slept from 3pm to 5.45pm after my lunch. i missed the rain i guess.shi0k! mum woke me up, but i didn't want to.

unwillingly, i woke up loh. and i ate my dinner right away. L.C.P.I.G.sleep eat eat sleep. tsk tsk. fat le. saddened. i can't gain anymore weight. i look so chubby.

HER SCHEDULE.

SJAB tml? haha i dono. haven get informed.

sunday.. do s0me sh0pping with mum!

monday - sch00l

tuesday- sch00l plus east c0ast with serkee n vaL. hEheeEHee. go cycle! JIAN FEI!!

wednesday- sch00l plus swimming? haha g0nna b00ked yiying house! [ if no rain loh]

thursday- sch00l plus swimming? [ if no rain loh] friday- sch00l plus big bowl noodles! [ uh-oh. gain 1kg.? hahaha]

and i gonna brush up my geography during holidays. 24/100. but i didn't take my paper. haha wad a mark?

she got..

English D7 [ aiming fer C6]

Chinese B3 [ aiming fer A2 ]

e.Maths B3 [ aiming fer A2]

a.Maths B4 [ aiming fer B3]

Geography F9 [ aiming fer B4]

Combined science C6 [ aiming fer B4]

Combined Humanities C6 [ aiming fer B4]

I didn't manage an A.

i have to buck up. adadadada buck up!! DON'T LAST MINUTE ANYMORE. [aiya, oways like tt say, end up 0s0 last minute one]

she flirts, and she sucks. that's whad i can say. damn her.

anyhow. just came back home frm school. was dimissed at 1pm. BORING sia. so shirley and i intended to miss the first two periods. but we only missed one. and that was too little. i came to school at 8.30am. about half the class came to school only? shouldn't have come. i thought i would see him, but i didn't.

hmm. the lessons,or should i say programme, was really bored.Firstly, i attended the don't-know-what- programme by the Mr- dono.it sucks totally.i wasn't listening at all.was crapping with shiqi all the way.HA.

Next came the sexuality education. boring lah. like every year same old thing.and i was called up. and was named fer wad HIV virus. and i would destroy the WHITE CELLS( weitat). haha and blah blah.

stupid eh? den we crossed the little small "bridge". i lost my balance. and i went fer second round. okay, i passed.

the next thing i noe is.. SCHOOL OVER!

we'll be having our inter-class captain's ball match tmr. WITH OUR CLASS TEE!! YAY! i love my class T. hehe. though don haf windbreaker, oso v nice!! i love the logo and my name! haha. 3e3 steady ah! :D

well, there's so much i wanted to say.

as i said, we went fer the NKF pen selling.

so, we had some forms to fill up.

okay,we passed up.

the teacher-in-charge said tt we don't have to pass up.

the whole stack was left on the table, unattended.

i took the whole stack away. and begin to look at everyone forms.

and there's this one particular one, where i pick up his form, and started to look blankly.

i just looked and looked.

i don't know why.

the form said his address, his comments about the NKF trip and so on.

nothing's special.

but i jus looked.

i stared at his form fer.. 15 min?

in the end, fer no reason, we have to hand up the whole stack. but i kept his, in my pocket.

omg?

wad is ada doin?

and now she wonders.

fantastic. i just ate some chocolate biscuits. yum yum-

haha. today, ahh. another boring day. went to sell pens. the pen was childish. totally childish. some toy on top of the pen- 2 bucks. i must well buy G2 or G tech. ha- and i saw a very CUTE guy. i tink he's eurasian or something. valerie and mi fake fake went to him, and ask him " would u like to buy a pen?" haha. but he rejected. sad ah. haha. wanted to ask him fer number but don't dare. haha and i called up my galfriends from my class to look at him. " not bad" was their reply. hmmmm.. my taste improved. ;p

manage to sell 10 pens out of 20. nicholas was on his luck. someone bought a pen from him and gif him a free drink. tsk tsk. maybe he's too "cute"? or maybe he look like a pig, so tt person might have pity him fer being a pig(cos pig usually tire out easily), so he gave him a free drink. haha craps.

anyway, went fer the school gym with shirley and shuying. at that moment, i felt like burning away all my fats. i've done sits up, and etc. was so sian and tiring.

okay. enough of my craps. anyway, i'm starting to dislike her. she's really.. BU YAO LIAN. haha shirley, you should know who i am refering to..

today was okay with me. at first i was totally moodless. just like a dead person. i didn't smile. didn't talk much. after tt was okay lah..

i went to labrador park. or something? haha i dono how to spell the name. anyway, went there fer some history plus geography "lesson". the sea there was nice. the clear water, the blue sky.. mdm khong was teaching us about some coast thing when valerie, me, yiying and eileen start singing" i don't mind". haha tat's a song we created. lalalala.

after that i went to westmall. with shirley plus plus. haha and her new ideal fren, ivan. haha he look okay lah.. and i just catch the " yesterday once more". haha it was okay. funny at times though. andy lau hen shuai! old le still got the looks. haha-

i just got my class T. got the ADA LIM and the adidas logo.

my results. hai- i failed my english. and geo ( of course). english i got D7. D7. why i can't just... argh.. just few more marks and i can pass. u noe the feeling..- damn it.

i'm back. finally ah? back from the singapore-only-bukit timah-hill. it was nice. the fresh air. woo shiok. nice nice..

but climbing up the hill was abit tiring though. haha wad bout climbing down the hill? i held my mum's hands v tightly. was afraid i would slip or something. cause it was raining. ha-

duh.i am really confused. over wad? i don't know. don't feel like saying either.(you mean you DUNCH noe?) haha mdm khong f.phrase. Anyway, she's leaving. Ha.

baby baby i m too lost in you. i think about whad you do. There are many times i wanted to tell you how much i loved you, but i can't. Love is not selfish.

i went to lot 1 today. guess hu i saw? 3 gangs/groups. yiling+ huiyun, himlim+ivy+chiuwah, and stanley + gang.

i bought some pens and markers. haha- so bored.

didn't went out with serkee they all. no mood plus lazy. duh

so i went with himlim + ivy + chiuwah gang, and we made stars. wad fer? fer mr pang. he's leaving soon. haha thanks him fer teaching me last year. plus fer being in charge of sjab too.

den, me and him lim went home- by bus 11. haha - bus 11 ? walk home i mean. den we talked. talked fer 2 hours? at block 234 void deck. -in the middle of her and my house.

nice conver i could say. and she accompanied mi to fetch my sis after tt. ha- crapped enough. gotta go. byeee.

add colours to my life. so i go. and i will never be back again. i am v confused. something is missingg..

i am moody. i am nasty. but you nv seem to care. argh. today was horrible. i hate miss gwee. i hate her. jus becos of tt exam, it became so serious. DM CASE. come on. DM CASE. wtf? really angry k. but nevermind, it didn affect my amaths exam. haa. amaths was easy. i can do it. yay. i can oso prove it. actually mus oso "thanks" miss gwee, cos she made me angry, and i CHIONG everything. and i said in my mind tt " I MUST DO WELL FER THIS PAPER. I MUS PROVE TO HER." ARGH. my impression on her is totally DIFFERENT now. she is SO CRUEL. i hate her. tml my parents still nid to cum to school. argh. i felt so guilty. i shouldn haf do that. i am really sorry, mum. i am so unfaithful. sorry ...

hey. haha. things going fine with me , at least. so, monday is coming. omg? how am i going to face her . . . well you should know who i am refering to. hahah. yesterdae i went out with nicholas and serkee. end up talking. nicholas , haiz. fat tsar pig. wa lao eh. damn BHB!! i kept tease him say "pig". den he say" oh? pig? i am unique one! tis pig still can top fer chemistry. got see such pig? no rite? " piang sia. i will peng. i jus laughed. hahah. sometimes, he is really sickening i could say. i cant believe he was a tsar fer russia. no wonder got october revolution lah!! tomorrow is my last paper. finally. FINALLY. but i still haven't revised all yet. yiling and himlim are coming down later. and i hope won't end up talking. mum and dad had left for johor. wa sey. pang seh me sia. hahah. nvm. after tml, i will be FREE. i can fly fly fly high high high! wahHaz. currently listening to white houses! its nice.. woOoOoO. :D Maybe you were all faster than me.We gave each other up so easily.These silly little wounds will never mend. I feel so far from where I've been. So I go, and I will not be back here again.I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses. I lie, put my injuries all in the dust. In my heart is the five of us. In white houses ...

hahah. yesterday night, i talked to nicholas fer 3 hours. 3 full hours. i was doing my a maths when he called. at least someone talk to me eh? hahah. from 9.30pm when i was doin a maths and watching tv until 12.30am? omg? break record seh. hahah. i felt so much better after i talked to him. and he is really a pig! omg? haha. regarding miss gwee and my-pon- geo- exam issue, i really don't know sia. how am i going to face her? you know, its ridiculous, and getting more n more complicated. hah. i bought kenneth bdae present ler. yay. cost mi 8 bucks! whoa. tis is the first time i buy so expensive one loz. haha. wish him a happy 16th bdae! anyway, tmr tink i going out with nicholas they all and study bah. dono le. haven decide. hahah. i had tok to my mum; if i retain, it will be better. haf to get the concept right before going fer Os. we are heading towards Os. not end-of-year. hahah. kk. i go study maths le. been slacking whole day! n i felt so great? dono. hahah. cya.

idiotic. okay. so i didn go fer geo`s paper today. received a msg from serkee. she said she was disappointed. hahas. sorry serkee! anyway, ms gwee called mi. ask mi whether i wanna go fer geo. everything became so complicated. den i said i wanna drop, den she say she go n ask mr wong. den i say if given second chance i will take, den she ask mdm khong oso. but end up cannot drop n cannot retake. anything lah. she asked mi to produce an MC. okay tt was fine with me. ser kee,shirley, candy n andrew went to the bb polyclinc with me. and we waited bout 1 n half hour? hahah mus thanks them. but how am i going to face miss gwee? i am feeling really disappointed. i really dono how to control myself. tink i was harsh on making decisions. no use crying over split milk. wads done is done. gonna study maths! haha. feeling betta. not so stressed. =)

shit. i am really depressed le. there is two paths infront of mi. 4e3 or 3e6. 3e6 is pulling mi there, while 4e3 is where i am heading towards. today maths was horrible. i panic. i dono why. i oways panic. yesterdae my science too. lucky i manage to pass my chem. yesterday i cried 3 times fer the science? wtf? why am i so weak? i am prepared fer my maths. but why when i cum to the so- familiar qns, i cant do? wad`s happening to ada? i haf no time to tink bout relationship though. mum say i don haf confidence in myself, and tt i oways look down. am i? i tink i gonna fail maths, science, humanities, chinese, english. almost all. i tink i will retain. i tink i am the only one. sure. i am really sure. my only hope is amaths, but i don tink i will do well either. tml`s geo paper i not taking. i don haf the mood to study. my only hope was maths. but . . . "ada are u okay?" - my fren valerie "go fer geo`s paper" - shans, weitat, kenneth, serkee.

it was horrible. i m DYING. my humanities. argh. history? i dono wad am i scribbling either. i don even understand source A. duh? fail ? my geo, nidless to say. i haven even STARTED. left how many days? 3. wad bout tml`s paper? hahah? physics chem? one day? omg? duh. stressed. anyway, i am going to RELAX after exams. i haf intended to go kbox, go pasir ris chalet with my mum, go play waterbombs with stanley yiling they all. hahah. oh ya. after exams, gonna stress again. why? wad present to buy fer him? hahahh. anyway, why we study so much? i mean, you going to forget oso rite? its like, u take one whole week or sumthing to memorise one whole book, and wad? one day to forget everything? why don the goverment jus like, focus on one particular subject/course we like, den we jus work hard on tt subject. like wad the poly students do? study so much fer wad? hmmm. tsk tsk. v tired ah. so stress k. spent so much time on my humanities, but i don tink i will get a B; needless to say, A. k gotta mug fer science! omg. i dono physics! uh oh. "aiya, test liao den test liao, focus on science lah." - my friend, valerie.