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just when i'm feeling so lost.

just when i'm feeling so down.

the existance of you calmed me down.

I don't know when all this came along..

And I don't know how many "thanks" i have owed you.

But I still have to say that..

that i still missed him so. =(

posted by lemonade boa.  # Sunday, January 30, 2005 0 Comments

I'm like doing my homeworks like there's no tomorrow. There isn't a day fer me to EXACTLY rest. It will be like around night time when i reach home, and I'll be chionging my homeworks and... SLEEP. duh. That's sec 4 life huh? Its just the starting of the year and homeworks are piling up like a tower, collapsing on you any moment. There will be more and MORE to come, heh. I am exactly one-VERY-EASILY stress person. The moment I panicked, I'll forget everything like what happened during my examinations last year. I sincerely hoped that wouldn't happen again during my Os.

I'm really craving fer a good night sleep. I didn't manage to have a nice one ever since school started. and fer us sjab members, we have to go back to school during saturdays too. a 5 day week? heh. and i overslept fer sjab today. Oh well.. That's the don't know how many times I'd overslept. =C

I found myself struggling to keep myself awake during English lessons, Emaths lessons as well as chemistry lessons. Though taught by Mdm Leow, I still dare to feel sleepy. But that's what happened when everyone was SOOO quiet that it actually makes the lesson dull. This can't continue forever. I don't wanna end up having an F9 grade in my result slip. So.. any tips fer STAYING AWAKE in class? heh. Well, BE NOISY. but.. definately not in Leow's lesson.

Anyway, I find myself lacking of things to blog nowadays. Well, you get the idea. Life's like a ROUTINE. wake up, study, eat, sleep, SHIT. There's nothing interesting basically, so i've got nothing to blog about.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Saturday, January 29, 2005 0 Comments

Yes! My flu is GONE. heh heh.

Right..There's alot of homeworks alright? Heh. But having convinced that i have studied my two chapters of chemistry ( well its the first two chapters, after being pressurised by mdm leow and was intending to study the acids chapter but end up studying the INSTRUMENTS used in the chemistry laboratory) and done my amaths homework, I went out with candy and.. MY DEARIE! Hey, its OUR first date. YMM. But we didn't do anything lah. (:

Candy was at Seoul garden with her ex classmates while i was outside the acrade watching him playing DDR lor. I've to admit i am sian. I was feeling quite moody that time, as i am not SO-INTO- acrade girl yep. Unless I'm in genting, i will chiong acrade like siao till midnight. heh heh. that did happen when i was in genting last year. So.. Eventually i smsed candy that I WAS BORED. and ended up I don't know what happened and i received the sms " i gonna switch off my hp, terrible mood" from candy. I was like.. Oh shit, what have i done again? Heh. But everything was okay i guess. Right candy? And she didn't want us to accompany her, so.. I had the thought of going to the beach with ... lah. But i was supposed to be back home at 7. DUH. It was like going-to-reach east coast park when my mum called and.. yeah, i did listen to the music. "what time already? didn't you say 7? blah blah blah.." I can't tell her that I'm going out with a GUY, so .. I ended up lying to her! I felt so bad! Awww! =C

So.. we made our way home lah. =)

And candy da bao me fried rice. very nice lor. And I was questioned by my mum. GAH. I felt that I was lousy at lying as I was stuttering? I went "ooh.. ermm.. cos... well.." These are the symptons of LYING.

and I really look forward to chinese new year! MONEY MONEY MONEY. heh. But trust me, though the hong baos were given to me, it ended up being in my mum's pocket.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Saturday, January 22, 2005 0 Comments

I SAW SLY ADVERTISMENT AGAIN! ( Oooh I jumped of course!)

Ignore me. I'm just totally into some siao-ness today.

Perharps its the outcome of having flu in such a hot but windy day. =) I woke up at around 11.15am. so, you get the idea? Heh. Eventually,I missed out the school outing ngee ann poly trip. I don't intend to go Ngee ann after my Os, as i want and WANNA go to singapore poly. Heh. maybe its too OLD? the surroundings. Ahh, I am not interested in THAT poly, so I'll go to THIS poly. But that depends on my results too lah.

Aww, there's so many homeworks piling up. I didn't even do the homeworks that were supposed to be handed up today lor. that doubles the homeworks. GAH.

and they said they saw him there. =C What for telling me since its all memories? It just make me feel even hurt...But I'm okay. I won't be affected by such a small issue. Heh.

and i'm now currently hooked on the song "lalala" by ashlee. she's chio okay!

posted by lemonade boa.  # Thursday, January 20, 2005 0 Comments

I'm sick. SICK SICK SICK.

I'm having flu right now. AH CHOO. :C

It actually hurts me to see her just walking away, leaving me alone wondering what's on her mind again. That exactly happened two days ago, after having my lunch with her and she just walked away like that. and that-two-day ago was a BAD and BOO day fer me; having caught by teacher fer wearing Regent PE shorts when i'm in dunearn,; having shouted by a MAD woman behind when i wasn't able to move in the bus and she was there shouting EXCUSE ME, ARE YOU DEAF? Hell, i shouted back too-and yes, fer the very first time i shouted at a stranger. And hearing his name on air ; accepting the virus that SHE sent me. Oh well.. what exactly puzzled me was her personality. Till now, i won't deny that i don't understand her. I don't know when she's going to be happy; sad or whatever mood she might have. I realised how important she meant to me( um, as in friends). It's a really short friendship, and yet I really treasure her as my friend.

and as fer.. washing floor powder;p hehe. He's cute lah! :D Don't wanna elaborate if not i'll be going on and on..

Yep, thats all fer now lah. I'm tired. Gotta catch a doctor later. Heh heh. =D

ps: I realised i want taufik's album too? and .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SLY!

posted by lemonade boa.  # Wednesday, January 19, 2005 0 Comments

as if i want everything to happen so fast. two weeks has GONE, and counting down like-three-more-weeks to chinese new year! YMMM. NEW CLOTHES. NEW STUFFS. AND A NEW ME. :D I didn't expect so many homeworks in just the beginning of the year;I had already burnt so many oils(not olinda choy, mind you.) during the past few days, having slept fer like 5 hours and that's simply not enough. Oh, but i had slept like 10 hours from 8pm straight to 6am on thursday, leaving my homeworks unattended without getting any scoldings cos i rushed everything when i woke up. Heh. ada is tired with fatigue.

I was really nonplussed yesterday after henry no 2 ????? to me.Um.. but i realised that i still like him a little after valerie told me she saw him. okay, i admit my heart does hurt. uh.. I don't want that? well, i'll move on. :D cos i am meeting someone new in my life.

And ah! I feel so fat! I have been crunching on tibits like-everyday lor! :C

posted by lemonade boa.  # Saturday, January 15, 2005 0 Comments

Before I snuggled into my blanket, I would like to offically declare the stressfulness of the work i'm having in school, and nevertheless, my friends.

Been up to lately slacking all the way once i reached home, or just clacking on my keyboard just to waste my time.(after i finish my work lah.)

And t seems as though i had met candy up every single day in the 7 day week. The purpose of meeting her up is basically, i miss her, yeah i do. and uh... EH... oooooh.. =)

Lets elaborate what happened on saturday till now.

Basically, i went to candy's house fer the intention of studying but.. end up.. oh well.. i did abit of maths. its around like going to 6 when i reached home, took a quick change and went fer dinner with my familie and i saw him and candy again. AIYO. i was actually wondering, what if i saw them there? i had no idea that they were heading to that coffeeshop, but i know that they were going to teckwhye's coffeeshop. so whatever it was lah, scared candy's out of her wits when they were busily holding a serious yet small meeting.

okay, i'll say it one more time. i went to candy house AGAIN on sunday, being left at home alone fer the sake of studying my history test which ended up having no test. GAH. played with wei wei and had dinner with their family loh. the vegetarian soup was nice.. =) and candy had promised me to be a half-vegetarian, which oso means having vegetarian food in the afternoon and meat in dinner. Haha, great DEPRESSION fer her. :p

lets enjoy vegetables in the afternoon.. candy cum biao jie cum gan jie cum friend cum blah.

ps: i grabbed sinyee's hand(shit, im les.) today in the girl's toilet cos she resembles sly and i was there shouting sylvester's name!

posted by lemonade boa.  # Monday, January 10, 2005 0 Comments

YMMMMMMMMMMMM!

The noodles at one of the westmall's restuarant(i forgot the restaurant's name) is sooooo YUMMYY. The hot and sour soup.. the tenderness of the silky noodles.. I didn't even bear to eat up lor. Haha, went there with serkee and valerie today, the food is damn delicious lor. let's go there AGAIN! YMM. :D

I'm actually quite pissed with cheehan. Borrowed my sec 3 ss book and don't wanna return. HELL LOTS. i hate this type of guys. he was actually asking me to type all the information on sec 3 ss textbook on the day before his prelims. and i didn't,of course. he called and asked me to say out all the information, and yes, i rejected. i only read out the title and asked him to think about it. serve him right fer last minute work. and he don't wanna return me my ss book. guess i'm hafing a class test based on sec 3 work in the 3rd week, so.. i have and have to study.

another saying. school sucks.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Friday, January 07, 2005 0 Comments

GAH. I HAVEN SHOWER. its 9.15pm NOW.

shit. I almost fell asleep during mr JOHN PAUL LOW's lesson. His parents are fickled. They want "John" name at the same time as paul. GAH.

My heart almost stopped beating during mdm leow's lesson.she only mentioned" last yr 4e3.." and i was stunned. But i pretended to be alright.

well, im in 4e3 too. so.. whats the big deal down there when she mentions "4e3"?

I.. don't know. Perharps.. its becos of this. or becos of that.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Thursday, January 06, 2005 0 Comments

zzzzzz. im deadly tired.

went causeway to study with shirley, serkee, shuying, huiling, candy and... steven(henry number 2). I did a few sec 3 maths sum questions lah. (Yeah, i admit i forgot everything, the formulas, the concepts, duh. ) Do you realise that all the names start with the letter "s"? haha, oh well.. gotta teased by all the girls , and blurred me. i was fed with steven's chopsticks and spoon by candy without realising it until i noticed that their expressions is kinda weird. it really made me filled with embarrasement that i could felt my face blushing, did i? :x

i am dead worried about my emaths, my chemistry, my geography and especially my chinese. Its like.. 4 more months. I admit i am stress lah. Uh, no use stress-ing. Buck up Ada, this is the one last final time. :) I am trying to plan a schedule ahead so that i can finish up all my revisions and stuffs.

and i will do well for it. uh..at least, i try?

my target.. erm, like about 16. hah.

Its not possible for people to get 6 in our class. I dont tink so, at the moment. cos.. A1 fer english, its abit ridiculous lah, especially when its Miss Au the gentle-woman with the gentle voice taking over us right now.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Wednesday, January 05, 2005 0 Comments

The sky was spiralling round and round, as if in the movie" THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW." I was one of the victims, watching the sky, intrigued, wondering what's going to happen next. Then, all i knew was that an object was suddenly thrown down from the sky and it hitted RIGHT onto our window and INTO our house, making me stunned and even more stunned when mum picked up that particular object curiously. she had her hands hurt and scalded, and i insisted on calling the police. then, the sky actually thrown a rope down and hooked our buildings so high up and banged it down. ( i didn't die?) i was flabbergasted to actually see scrawny people walking down the streets( perharps they lost their familie mates or so). All in all, everyone was tired with fatigue with this disaster, running and escaping to noelse where(since our homes would be thrown up and down by the sky).

It was then when i woke up in this cool and rainy morning. candy said that the weather has been affected due to the tsunami. Its scary. tsunami and spiralling sky(whatever you call that?) seems to link; they are disasters. Yah, my first dream in 2005 is actually a disaster. a disaster where everyone doesn't know when its coming; its either sooner or later.

I just want world peace. =)

anyway, I went to candy house yesterday, AGAIN. Oh well.. got the henry number 2.. remember? =P Its seems as though it was chinese new year, with foods and cakes kids running around and mahjong and BLAH. I was playing the sims with Henry's number 2 brother, and I seemed quite childish lor. -.-'' Then candy's ...... is so handsome lor:P and her auntie is super sexy. w00t. after that we went lot 1, actually fer kbox but ITS FULLY BOOKED. =( So we caught a midnight show, with mum's consent. :D

I gotta go, mum's nagging! heehee.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!

posted by lemonade boa.  # Saturday, January 01, 2005 0 Comments