ADAlim

heh. omg. chinese Os next week! what mother tonuge intensive programme. OMG. stressed. only study 4 chapters of sec 4! still got long way to go.. haha. saw KC on friday. went up to him and say hi! lucky he turned around cos he was walking out of school. if not i dono how to greet him. think he cum back to accompany his fren lah. heh. o level certificate i guessed. .................. so many things i wanted to tell him but since its over then forget it! hah. ok lah. after being tell off by steven and...... ,think i really wake up liao. mus do the responsibilty of being his gf. promise to accompany him after my chinese Os. :D counting down 8 more days!

Let me just tell you what Ada's focusing from the BEGINNING OF THE YEAR.

Well.. Steven has just told me off. HA. worse still, I ended friendship with her. Oh no not again.

Basically, maybe steven is her cousin and tts why she's so protective. whatever. i sound so BITCH.

YES I AM A BITCH.

I DON CARE ABOUT ANYONE.

I AM SELFISH.

I ONLY FOCUS ON MY EXAMS.

I HIDE MY FEELINGS.

MY CHARACTER IS ALMOST THE SAME AS HER.

SHE'S A SHADOW OF ME.

WHY CAN'T I SEE MYSELF?

WHY I DON EVEN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT HIM?

ISSIT COS I DON EVEN LOVE HIM?

I LOVE HIM, I DO

BUT THERE'S JUST SOMETHING..

SOMETHING WHICH.. IS UNEXPLAINABLE.

BUT I KNOW THAT SOMETHING MYSELF.

I KNOW IT.

I JUST WANNA HIDE..

hide..

hide..

hide..

NOONE WILL EVER UNDERSTANDS ME.

WHEN I'M MOODY, I'M NASTY..

ONLY MY MUM CAN SEE THROUGH ME..

I ONLY REVEAL MY REAL PERSONALITY AT HOME.

I AM USELESS.

I DON CARE ABOUT ANYONE..

I ONLY CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINKS ABOUT ME.

AND NOT WHAT PEOPLE FEELS..

I AM THE BITCHEST BITCH IN THE WORLD.

YES I AM..

I AM..

I AM..

GAH.

gotta flunk my MIDYRS.

example:AMATHS***.ENGLISH.PHYSICS.EMATHS.HUMANITIES.

These are all due to IMPROPER TIME MANAGEMENT.

I shouldn't have spend too much time on humanities.NEXT TIME, I WILL STUDY SMARTLY AND NOT STUDY THE WHHHHHHHHHHHHOLE CHAPTERS.

AMATHS- amaths same paper as physics. I go chiong amaths and neglected my physics. end up amaths paper damn difficult and i dono a thing. physics is easy but i dono the formulas?!

DUH DUH DUH.

ok lah. look positive. gotta start mugging damn hard for chinese Os. I promised my mum an A. haha. midyrs can dump aside. I m already defeated this round..

HEH.

I was studying history when I thought of.. what about MY history.

I don't remember about primary school lah. Just remember like running around and playing.

I'll start from sec ONE.

HMM.

from regent secondary; class 1-5.

cca: movement and dance. hangaround friends: jessie, jiahui, rosmalinda.( IHOPETHEYREMEMBERME!)

crush:ns

biggest fear: movement and dance. I was scolded ALOT of times I'm scared of my seniors. I was claimed the BITCH. So.. EVERY dance seniors had bad impression on me. Come to think of it, I was really childish then. Chasing guys and stuffs. Friends? Well.. I have no true friends there. I was like.. HURT. Oh.. don fren and fren. WHATTHE. Exams? nah. I did not have examstress in that school. I was only SEC1. I don't like SOMEONE. instead of being the REGENT BITCH i must well leave right. And the main reason I left was becos of MND.

sec 2e1- transfered to Dunearn secondary

cca: sjab

met ALOT OF FRIENDS! :D

came here mainly becos of yiling. She was my die-hard primary school classmate.

crush:ns, ch.

biggest fear: EXAMS. It was really different from regent! WAH! scary man! EXAM EXAM.

sec 3-3e3

yuhoo. Came into this class without knowing anyone except VAL!Was initially very quiet! I don't mix around. I actually hang out with ----, the 4e3 cerftificated of always no come to school gal. haha. But then realised that.. I don't like her after that! dono why lah. then started hanging out with shirley, serkee, shuying. WOO.

Troubled by LOVE.

crush: jan-j. febtojune-"ghost". july to-----kc.

FORMED W.H.Y gals group with himlim and yiling :D

the guy I liked is actually the guy she likes.

september 15 04 hurt me MOST.

I'll never forget that day.

EXAM STRESSED! PON GEOGRAPHY PAPER WHICH WAS MY BIGGEST MISTAKE.I was too stress that I cried after every paper.

Went to bukit batok polyclinic, with candy, serkee, shirley, andrew.candy helped me, and we didn't know each other well then.

gotta DM case.

ARGH.

went genting with her.

back and she dao-ed me

WHOA. :p

sec 4.

I actually advanced into sec 4! AH! so scary! haha. i tot i retained.

ok nvm!

HURT BY HER! ALOT OF TIMES. MADE ME PISSED! ono when was it. around march i guessed,whatever.

crush: STEVE! :P

GRADUALLY, TAKING HER OS. haha.

k.

ADA'S HISTORY-MILEROCK 2005. FIRST PUBLISHED 7MAY2005. REPRINTED -NIL.

HAHAHA.

chinese and english's over.

BUT. HUMANITIES.

I cant SCORE WELL.

BLAH. I JUST WAN A C6 AND THATS IT! ABIT an yu xian zhuang HOR?!haha.

today's chinese.. HMMM. the 5 words i know how to write! but the comprehension is on what YUAN YUAN. haha.don't know what im blogging about.

CRAP LAH!

k.. off studying HISTORY. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz. HITLER. MUSSOLINI.

QUICK. I WANNA FINISH MY MIDYRS.

QUICK!!

HEH. CHANGE SKIN AGAIN. i love this skin ((:

midyr exams like 5 more days and im still here BLOGGING!

haha. okay. heres my target settings lah.

english- C6 I WANNA PASS PLEASE.. chinese- A2/A1 combined science-B4 combined humans- C6 geography-C6 Emaths-B3 okay. i hope i pass. from the previous CA F9. that will be quite difficult uh? Amaths-B3/A2

that will be.. 24 for L1R5!

wooo. im happy if i get like tt liao!

cos i oways get 32 like that! DUH. k lah. am off for mcds and mugging.

ANYWAY CHINESE MIDYR ON WHAT?!

sec 1 to 4?

sec 4A ?

im confused leh!different pple say different things.

TSK.

will be back... on... . .. . .. . . . I don't know?

I still have two big issues after my exams! SIGH.