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THE IRRITATING ISSUES.

It irritates me to see how um, friendster is flooding my hotmail Inbox.

(I have been receiving this nonsensical mail nonstop at 129738949813791/hour today. )

You have received a mail from friendster.

Hi, Whoever has updated their friendster blog.

Oh hi, I don't give a damn for whoever has already updated their friendster blog.

Hello, I'm sure we are only interested in whoever has dropped us a testimonial instead of updating their friendster blog.

So please.. Stop bugging us.

And whats getting me even more frustrated are the nonstop nags from my parents. Its plain noise. Its just noise. Its noisy. And it certainly pushed me to buying straits time when I woke up ytd (note:afternoon) and dialled the company number whichever is looking for unemployed and unoccupied people like me. And to the extent that I actually went down to somerset & cityhall alone for the job interviews because IF I continued staying at home calling my friends along will be equal to more nags.

The other thing is the Uan that actually talent spotted me during my singapore poly visit. Gosh. They are like calling me and asking if I want to join, and note, $688 ( meanwhile the You have received a new email from friendster popped out again duh.) for the whatever A package they called that, which includes portfolios and singing lessons by Project superstar judges. And no, it doesn't mean that going for that Uan thing will actually groom me to become a superstar. Its no guarantee for sure.

What Sir chua said is right. Its a good way for them to make money, and that if paying $688 will become a superstar then anyone can be a superstar by paying $688.

Yeah Ada, stop this min xin mong.

What pisses me off is that they called me the few days before asking if I had make up my mind, and I gave excuses like what if I join a few years later and they said: Its okay but paying $200 tomorrow you will get a promotion $60 voucher from tns where we groom artiste like Jeanette aw, Fiona Xie.

They didn't actually tell me when I've got to pay, and telling me to pay $200 suddenly is too big amount for me. And note, I DIDN'T SAY I WANT TO JOIN HELLO.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Thursday, December 29, 2005 0 Comments

and still , the bhb and the very chio ada is back.

and yes!

VALERIE AND SHIRLEY CAME HOME ALREADY! Okay lah, I really miss them! (No,to be exact, I am refering to the awaiting presents from them.) HOHOHO meerrry belated xmas YOU TWO!

Valerie is going to give me a bar of chocolates. yum.

:D:D:D:D:D:D winks at shirley*

lalalalala

heres an summary of how my days without val went.

22nd dec

muaaha. went airport with dearie. intended to watch the narnia at orchard but the tickets were desperately sold out. :'(

haha. its been a v long time since i went to the airport. like 7 or 8 yrs ago. had a great time there but you still don't believe me! I AM NOT SIANNNNNNNN LAH. really :D

and yes............ we were together that day! haha i love you babe!

really.

love.

you.

-missing val&shirley.

24th dec

christmas eve!

went sir's house for BBQ with yiling and himlim. didn't know that the officers from queensway will be coming. heh. so mainly we were self entertaining ourselves, singing and eating and yep. whats there to do anyway?

went his house after that. heh. nono really nothing. (: just walked around the pool and lala.

and then! reached home around 11pm. so called yiling and himlim down. heh. played daideeeee and cheat while himlim's bro played maple. himlim went home around 1 while yiling stayed over and we watched vcdssssss till 5am.

-am still missing valerie.

25th dec

went orchard with dearie again!

I WAS VERY UPSET.

I don't know why the hell 2 girls DIAOOOO ME.( he told me that.)

walao! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO THEM. I AM INNOCENT! looks at you all with watery eyes*

ahhh.

ok. I KNOW ALREADY! I CHIO what..

heh.

and then headed to esplanade lah! its a really romantic place ayeeee. :D but its very crowded that day so it became not that romantic already! :C

went home around 11plus with thoughts of "why that girl diao me "on my way back. :@

zzzzz

you dont like to be diaoed too right girls?

26th dec

went ivy's chalet. bought the presents at the very last minute so i guess she won't like the present. its a softtoy squeezed into the bowl i bought from daiso. :C

ate lots of hotdogssss and cakes.

stayed up the whole night! and walaoayee. stupid mosqutio bites lah! i covered myself with towel and ended up they bite my foot. knnn... never die before issit? haha. forced myself not to slp cos i was going to meet him in the morning for just.awhile. :D i looked v haggard in the morning, with sleepy eyes and unbrushed teeth( I DIDNT BRING MY TOOTHBRUSH) but i got rinsed lah. sorrryyyy!

yep so.. went back to the chalet and makan noodles after meeting him. and went swimming at around 9 to 11.30. heh :D

slept from 12 - 4 in the room. they said i bite/sucked my thumb and looked like a dead when im sleeping. walao. malu siah. im very tired lah!

went home at 5, slept again till 10..

and went mapling till now. heh.

im going to slp soon..

VERY SOON.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Wednesday, December 28, 2005 0 Comments

Nowadays I've really got nothing to blog or joke about. Normally I joke as I feel like, but now I joke as though I'm forcing myself to. Really. I'm kind of like,to me, settling down seriously but what, in the middle of the holidays when I am supposed to be playing around? A big NO.

Settling down seriously is no good for now. I should be playing . I SHOULD BE PLAYING.I should be playing before I get on to the next chapter of my life-poly.

Things are getting sick. I thought of so many things during my Os period.. Like hanging out with friends and going clubbing with group, getting a job and blarh. But I didn't really go for that now. I don't know why. Seriously, I prefer staying at home and rot. But getting fat is the main reason I prefer staying at home,NOT.

Maybe I'm just lazy. and that all the shits I'm talking just now are plain excuses.

Now I want back my o levels examinations. To keep my brains occupied, to keep them functioning instead of rusting. To take my Science MCQs and Amaths paper seriously.

Awwwww.

The next exciting thing for me is getting back my results, which is like february.

And the other thing that is getting me out of my hand uh..okay, you know who you are. One moment you were telling me things like ohhh. spending time with you is never sian but the other moment you were telling me about her.

You are getting me confused.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Wednesday, December 21, 2005 0 Comments

My mum came into my room ytd and said, "Oei, go slp lah."

" k lah k lah. soon lah." I said, feeling irritated because its still like 12am and she knows that i sleep at around 3 or 4.

AND THEN, my dad came into my room at around 2am and asked " oei, you shower already?"

" uh yup." I said, feeling alil weird why he asked this.

Okay.. So there he went, and I was back to bloghopping and chatting with people like "knn" until I heard a " ding!" sound, only to find the door of my parent's room locked.

HEH HEH.

No wonder my dad asked " shower already?" which he had never ask me before.

AIYOYO, QUIT DROPPING HINTS LAH.

THE MORE YOU DROP THE MORE I SUSPECT THE MORE I KNOW MAN! lol!

posted by lemonade boa.  # Wednesday, December 21, 2005 0 Comments

i realise that t.a.t.u always repeat the same old line in their songs.

1) its all about us its all about us (times 73427389274293742)

2) all the things she said all the things she said running thru my head (times 709784307)

they don't know how to pronounce english , therefore singing word by word will emphasise their pronouncation.

- my bitchy pal.

looks at kenneth and runs away.*

posted by lemonade boa.  # Tuesday, December 20, 2005 0 Comments

Guess the leaving of valerie causes me much despair&upset!

No 1) I don't know where is she going.

No 2) We haven't been contacting. Whenever she's online I'm mapling. Okay sorry for that.

No 3) I don't know when is she coming back.

No 4) I haven't tell her to buy presents for me; oh ,maybe a guy will do.

sigh. too late.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Monday, December 19, 2005 0 Comments

Guess I have been playing too much and already-am-engross in maple. Goshhh.. Guess what? I dreamt of me killing snakes in real life, and yes, levelling up too(zzzzinnnnng! LEVELED UP). The deep, hoarse voice of weitat, asking me to " eh, avoid the snake, be careful" kept on appearing in my dreams. Okay. weird stuffs.

Later on, I dreamt flying over to what-Lunilla? I guess this place does not and will never not exist in real life.(note: it maybe linked up to maple, ellina.) The captain was weird; he faced the passengers while operating the aeroplane. Due to my too-much exposure to plane crash on national geographic last time, the plane crashed onto the big , blue ocean as expected, and laughs, I was swimming happily until I found a big, unused land. And I upgraded the whole land with rollercoasters, shopping malls and blarh. ok.

weird.

really.

weird.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Sunday, December 18, 2005 0 Comments

alright. no work. no. i didn't get the job. NO.

went for the 2nd interview with yiling just now. a WOMAN brought us to the " wu lu" factory.

Just right before the interview..

She: What if only one of you were selected, is the selected one still going to work?

Us: uh.. guess not. ( Meanwhile i was writing down my name on the paper she passed to me)

She: Then you both shall not go for the interview. ( She took the paper away from me before I finished writing)

Us: ?????

She: There's no guarantee that both of you will go in together.

Us: We haven't even interview yet, how are we going to know that we are not going to go in, TOGETHER.

She: but its no use what. since you two die die must work together.

us: its quite dangerous for us girls.

She: The security here is good. I don't accept the accept the excuse you gave.

Us: But you haven't even let us try the interview. Maybe we can go in together what. This is very unfair.

She: Its unfair to the others.

Us: ?!?!?! We haven't even go for the interview and WHAT IF WE GO IN TOGETHER.

She: I told you there's no guarantee that you two will go in together.

Meanwhile, I was feeling so fucked up. It seems that ONE OF US is CONFIRM not going to get in. HOW ARE WE GOING TO KNOW WHEN WE WEREN'T INTERVIEWED YET. what? are you an immortal? you predicted. Well done. Tell me who is not going to get the job then.

Me: Alright. Thanks. We don't really need a job anyway.

And we walked off. ( I purposely walked infront of her, looking straight and away and firm with my decision.)

I just feel like KNNING that time.

ARGH!

SO PISSED!

alright. after that was movie with Yiling, Nigel and Jeremy.

At first Nigel brought his girlfriend/ ex girlfriend( I don't know if they really broke up, nigel is a good liar. he lied to me lots of time.) I felt so goddamn EXTRA. What? Jeremy is going to pair with yiling. Nigel is going to pair with that weiting. ( Yes, after me his gf is also called WEITING.) And what, pure single no one wants ada?I feel so upset about the whole thing! But.. I don't know where that weiting went to after that, and im so relieved! Like okay. Good. Fine. everything is going to be alright.

We were supposed to catch Kingkong. But.. the show is at 9pm! Heh. I can't go home late. and the seats remaining were the first and 2nd row. So ended up catching PERHARPS LOVE where we actually don't know what the hell is the movie all about.

Acrade after that. That weiting came back and I saw a clearer look. WALAO! HER EYES ARE SO PRETTAY! PRETTAY! :D

But. Yes. I WAS JEALOUS. I got very jealous! I don't know why lah! But she looks so decent but I look so lian! The way I dressed today I totally felt like a LIAN. Heh. So I kept real quiet, giving excuses like "I'M TIRED. I want to go home. NO I'M TIRED!" When Nigel went to that girl, I was even more jealous! :C

Luckily that weiting went away after a while. I don't know where she went tis time again.

Went supper then. Eat the.. dou hua! GODDAMNNICE. :D

HOME later. Nigel sent me directly right infront of my door man! I was so afraid that my mum would turn up and blarh, but nope. ahhaa. Jeremy sent yiling directly right infront of her door too! dono what did they do in the lift oso. :P

So yep.

Overall changes

Jeremy : HE GREW UP FROM 158cm ( thelast time I saw him when he was secondary 2) to 180cm. GODDAMNIT. I can't recognise him! And yep. Nicer hair. Nicer outfit. Good looking already! Ngee ann poly girls! GO FOR HIM! :D

Nigel : styled and dyed his hair?

The comment from them was :

Me( both nigel and jeremy): I'M THINNER! MUAHAHAHA! THINNER! SLIMED! :D

Yiling( jeremy commented): Same.. as cute as last time. :D

(Nigel commented) : TALLER! :D

okay .i was godamn moody just now. but after val signed in im happy! :D

okay . I AM NOT A LES.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Friday, December 16, 2005 0 Comments

It's quite amazing to see how Nigel and I( after a broke up 2 years ago) are going so well as friends. I guess both of us know what to do with the jeremy-yiling thing lah. Nigel and jeremy called a few days ago (which totally shocked me) asking if yiling and I were free on saturday, which was 2 days ago. But was postponed to maybe this coming wednesday or something. I don't know. :D

Went gym on thursday with valalalala. Yiling came along too. :D A sense of satisfaction was recognised by both valala and me as we had jog for full 8 rounds! But we didn't sweat much. Not as much as last time when we jogged in the stadium. Weird. The presence of the air conditioner maybe?

So anyway, yiling and I went to our neighbour partay on saturday and there were a whole lots of food! looks at my bulging tummy* ahh. right. but we went carpark catching with stanley, himlim and junda later on to burn my gaining calories away! :D Went back home at around 12am and we screamed as we were totally freaked out by the cockroaches.

Yep. As for yesterday, I went out with yiling to JP for her hair cut and Causeway to help uncle(note: sir) to buy presents for ivy. I guess I ain't going for Ivy's chalet because I DON'T WANT TO GAIN ANYMORE WEIGHT. :P

Guess I'm going for a swim later. coughs*

I guess the probability of my mum allowing me to go for a swim is 1/2 cos I'm coughing and sneezing non stop since friday! blarh! really! darn it!

added: Oh. I actually wrote NANCY as JANICE in the previous entry. Just in case some regent dancers came across my blog and thought that there was no JANICE in Movement and Dance at the first place and thought that I actually made up the story.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Monday, December 12, 2005 0 Comments

Er.. No.

I shall not use Xanga anymore. Sheesh Xanga. It sucked totally. Uploading pictures are quick but there are limited functions.

Back from Genting. Uh. I can only conclude that there are alot of kahhungs & huimeis nehhxxx. Yes. Blarh is the word.

Anyway, since I have nothing to do now, I shall blog about my whole secondary school life. NOTE: GO AWAY if you are from Regent Secondary. Go away if you are from M.A.D. Go away if you can't stand long entrys.

Secondary 1.

I shall denounce that most of the girls in Regent Secondary are so much holy "innocent" than dunearn girls. They stared at you when you say the word fuck. Come on dunearnites, say the word fuck with me. Yes. Fuck Regent.

Things went so wrong.

The two Js were my best friends.

We joined MOVEMENT AND DANCE as our CCA.

Firstly my seniors hate me because I flirted.

WHAT? WHO THE HELL DID I FLIRT WITH? ARE YOU ALL BLIND OF WHAT? ITS THE Js WHO FLIRT! AND HOW THE HELL DOES A PRIMARY SCHOOL GIRL RUNNING AROUND PLAYING CATCHING IN HER PRIMARY SCHOOL LIFE KNOWS THAT PLAYING CATCHING WITH A GUY IN A SECONDARY SCHOOL IS ACTUALLY FLIRTING.

yes. This is my retribution. My retribution for attituding my seniors. Because of all the blues I've got from my dearie friend Jessie that I actually attituted my seniors. Yeah right. Rumours were spread-that i love flirting across the whole Dance society. I couldn't work well with my seniors.

How the fcuking hell did I know my seniors hate me?

I was scolded by my senior, JANICE, when I attituded her. Okay. I was wrong. YES. I apologised. But due to my emotional hormones I went to the toilet, telling crap to my friend that I'm going to jump, called my mum and cried. WHAT? My dearie friend Jia hui went crying too. My seniors went to console her, not me. Everyone gathered around her. Yes. I went back with my mind full of thoughts of how was I going to get my bag from the Hall and escape. No. When I entered the hall, people like KAREN went" oh, she wants to jump ? jump lah!"

It was even more stressful when I got in into the SYF, where only like 4 secondary 1s people were selected. I went to dunearn, in order to escape from my seniors, SYF, and my friends.

Even when Valerie told her cousin Mingli, ( who was once my dance senior), she couldn't recall an event like this. Who will remember anyway? This is what happened to me, of course you people won't remember.

What friends did I really have then? yiling, jeremy, ameer. Heh. I depended much on my boyfriend then, Nigel. The guy I gave my first kiss to, the guy who made me a very big heart and a long love letter to me when I was down, the guy who broke my heart deeply. He flirts.

But, I can't remember much. Heh.

Secondary 2

Came to dunearn 2e1.

1) INTRODUCED TO FRIENDS LIKE SABRINA, CHIU WAH, IVY, SINYEE, HUILING, VALERIE ,CATHLEEN.

2) Always got the few last positions.

3) Cried when our geography and science paper was examined on the same day.

4) Joined SJAB as my CCA.

IN SUMMARISED: BORING LIFE.

Secondary 3

Came to 3e3.

INTRODUCED TO FRIENDS LIKE SERKEE, SHIRLEY, SHUYING, NICHOLAS SIEW, SHAWN, WEITAT etc.

Went NDP with Himlim, Yiling and HuiJun. The four of us always got punished becos we were always late. We went through around four months of training but end up Himlim and I were not allowed to go into the actual parade. Why? WE WERE LATE BY FEW MINUTES. HELLO MDM HUIFEN, I seriously hate you.

I've got to know Anqi and Yongxiang.

Anqi went to New Zealand to further his studies and told me he likes me when he left singapore. =.='? Heh. In order to know more bout him , I keep on contacting Yongxiang lah. End up liking him. =.='!

Later on, I've got to know Kenneth through lameish friendster. I admired his perfect english and he's really very charming. A nice guy indeed. I tried my best not to like him cos my very closed friend likes him too. He was very occupied by his Os and prelims and we lost contact after that. A lot of things were left unsaid but I prefered it that way.

Heh. I've got close with friends like shirley serkee and shuying! Haha. We kept on going out together lala. I'm very grateful that I come to dunearn. Very. :D

Things turned quite wrong when I ponned my geography exam. I was very stressed up by all the last minutes. Ahh. Don't want to talk about it. I've got to know candy then. She's a nice girl but very emotional and stubborn.

Secondary 4

1) Knew steven. I wasn't very serious in this relationship until around the end of the relationship, when I know that he is going to be snatched away lah. Broke up but wasn't as painful as Nigel's.( of course right?)

2) Occupied with Os and prelims. And burned midnight oil till 3AM or 4AM in the morning everyday after prelims. Cried everyday during the O levels examination weeks because of the packed emaths chemistry physics geography. blarh. don't want to talk about it further.

3) Occupied with candy's quarrels.

I get closer with valerie, nisha and amirah! Valerie is definately a great companion and she consoles well! Our characters are about the same but we have got different tastes! She loves tall guys and i love thin guys :P. Heh. Really lah. She's really a great friend, a friend that I can trust, a friend that I don't actually quarrel with, a friend that knows when I am pissed and when I am not. A superbly nice girl. :D

PS: She hates cheena. hahahahaha.

Candy.. She is a nice girl as I said, but.. both of us are very stubborn lah. I don't know why but when I talk to her on MSN, I'm very sarcastic; which is not really me when I talk to other people. I don't know.. I guess I've got things against the two cousins.

Grew closer with my SJAB pals like himlim, yiling, ivy, shanling, mdm hafiza and sir chua. Organised the camp with Ivy heh. The camp was very tiring alright. I didn't do a very good job as a officer and actually broke down infront of my juniors. What a shame! SHAME SHAME SHAME. Went over Sir's house during his birthday with himlim and yiling for steamboat! And went for badminton at times :D

I LOVE MY CCA. :D

This is how my secondary life goes.

Secondary 1 life seriously sucked because of the suckers.

So fuck regenites.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Friday, December 09, 2005 0 Comments

Prom was quuuiiiiiiiteeeeeeee fun lah. But the food was buffet. $60 for a buffet. How worthy. I think my whole meal cost less than $10. But anyway, the exciting part was the nominating of our prom king and queen! Eileen was extremely beautiful! Shirley also lor! aiyo! ME LEH. tskful. Eileen should have win.( winks at lee shaw shawn)

Haha. So lots of pictures taken. (Like that loh. :P Then you think what meh. :P) hahahaha. LAZY TO UPLOAD LAH.

Shall play badminton later with sjab pals and uncle! :D

I want to work.

I WANT TO EARN MONEY.

I WANT TO WORK IN A BAKERY!

Maybe breadtalk or something. Then I shall make waffles :D

Shall go over to BPplaza to find jobs since so many new stalls are opened now!

Any lobang? :P

Sigh. such a boring entry. anyway i am leading a dreadful life seriously. nothing. no nothing. no books. nothing. pc games eat sleep. I seriously need a JOB!

And yes. CLUB. Anyone?

posted by lemonade boa.  # Friday, December 02, 2005 0 Comments