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Im wondering if its so difficult to talk on the phone for just a short casual talk or something? he's your guy. but all he wants is to message and not to talk on the phone. talking on phone only when he's going to sleep, or after work.

Is it me or is it him?
Is it so that I'm such an annoying person that talking to me will annoys you?

well. I don't really like talking on phone too, unless with my closer friends or him. I would really like to talk to him for a long time on phone. But he says that every time I would turn my back on him when I did not get something I want, like he promised to come to my house after work but later on he said no because his mum asked him to do something. So naturally I will be angry. And after that all I want is him talking to me on phone if he wasn't able to come over here. But no he didn't. And he kept arguing I turned my back on him.

Like hello. I may sound so BHB ( Bu yao lian) here but hey 5 people wants my number and wants to talk to me! You are my boyfriend but YOU DONT WANT TO TALK TO ME.

I wondering how he would feel when he sees this entry and will he get angry again and scolds me like how he scolded me last last night when i went swimming with his sister downstairs till 11.30pm and he scolded me for coming up so late when he didn't even tell me what time i should be back.

and he played soccer that same night till 8pm when he promised 7.30pm but i didn't scold him.

oooh.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Tuesday, March 27, 2007 0 Comments

well wells. my mum is admitted to hospital as she was having a fever at 38 degrees on 19th march and still having fever till today, which was her first day of chemotheraphy. the doctor has to examine the colon and rectum so as to see whether theres anything wrong. they suspect that something is wrong with the stomach. weird.

ooo. i forgot to update about my exam results. my gpa is 3.44! ok. i think is quite good already because of the stupid autocad & hydraulics module wich i hate most. lol.

IS modules- C
autocad C+
Landsurverying - B+
EG2, Environmental health, Hydraulics- A

wee~ i didn expect hydraulics to get A! hehe. quite happy with tt! next sem is yr 2 already! think theres 6 modules in total. omg man. haha.

i wanna shop shop shop! i wanna work work work! im broke! :(

M1 has actually scheduled me this saturday and sunday tink11am - 9pm but then my mum doesnt want me to work. she wants me to accompany her. guess she needs our family support. :( but $7/hr. omggg.

And i received a call again from the Soundman i know when i worked with loreal and he actually asked me to work at pasir ris this sunday from 6 to 9pm. $6/hr. if only the location is nearer then i would go. sian.

hmm. my maid has already start working with us and yes she is a good maid. lol. i always ask whether this girl is fatter or me or lala or am i fat lala. lol. she is quite smart and at least she knows english! and she knows a little chinese too. she a little bit ting oso laugh. cannot tahan her.

ytd was my 15th month with jeremy. we didnt even notice that until i looked at my phone and it shows 22 march! then i immediately call up jeremy. apparently we have lost track of dates lah. but time really flies huh! we really have enjoy our days together.. meeting up everyday is a must.. to me. :)

yep. using jeremy laptop now. he lent it to me because he got no time to accompany me down to service my laptop! think have to wait till wednesday when he officially leaves that daiso job! so i'll be chionging maple later! level 52 bandit at delphinus world! :)

lol. he said the manager there all jap. but quite handsome. but then v unreasonable. apparently i see alot of jap girls in singapore but not jap guys. wonder how they look like....

lame entry.

update soon. bb!

posted by lemonade boa.  # Friday, March 23, 2007 0 Comments

Well now that my laptop is spoilt i cant type fullstop nor backspace so its very irritating

i cant even press the up button and tt means no maple because i nid it for the portal and climbing the rope and going on to the next map

now that i keep on calling the asus service centre but it nevr picks up do u noe how frustrating is that and my laptop is not spoilt by me but jeremy sis becus she spilled the water onto my laptop accidentally yet he is still sleeping and doesnt even want to help me call them

and he said i m pushing all the blame on him like wtf its like 1pm nw and he doesn even wan to wake up

i hate lazy people i really do

its difficult to even tell them wat to do becos all they wan is to sleep theres so much things to do everyday and all u do is sleep do you know sleeping wastes alot of time unless u r tired then u sleep and not sleeping becos u have got nothing to do and all u all do is play and play and play everyday and doesn care about studies and wait till last min then u tell me u r panicking and anxious like wtf why do u tell me this becos u deserve it becos no matter how i tell u to study u wun

as mentioned i cant even key in full stop

like ytd i was heading down to teach tuition while she ask me to postpone for 1 hour and i waited for like 1 hour in the void deck and as usual i called jeremy and ask him to talk to me yet hes sleeping well all i hope is when he get into NS he cant even sleep well haha all i do is laugh

then whenever jeremy went to play soccer and came back home late like 8pm becos he usually came back at 730 at most and then he will faster call me and talk to me in a nice way if not he will jus ignore u and the tone of his voice is like different

like the day before i told him im coming his house he said that if i come like tt he cant play soccer?? so i said ya den he sounded pissed again like wtf is a ball more important than me?

i really dono which place im in his heart is it the ball important or me or issit sleeping important or me i jus tink that soccer is more important to him and i don tink its fair and i really feel so tired that i need to wake him up everyday if not he will sleep till 3pm or watever im like so fcuked up now

posted by lemonade boa.  # Saturday, March 17, 2007 0 Comments

its been a long time since i've updated. my blog is dead. tink noone reads my blog too. going to recreate a new blog soon.

well. ive been doing housework everyday and my mum is still resting at home. she's been sick lately like fever, gastric, pain here and there. i feel sorry & painful & hurts so much since im not able to help much. my mum has 3rd stage rectal cancer and is going for chemo soon. really.. zzz. why does the word chemo seems so scary to us? jus typing the word chemo scares me. have to wait for my maid to come before i can really go out. if not noone is at home to take care of my mum!

my mum's temper is abit off nowadays. keeps nagging at me and my dad. im really rotting at home. yawn~~!

feels like gyming. feels like doing mask and manicure. tink i going to do it after i shower later.

going to teach tuition this friday. help me advertise lei.. teaching sec 2 - sec 4 emaths / amaths.. call me ada at 92211926.. 1 subject $90. :) 2 hour per session. must stay around choachukang or bukitpanjang or teckwhye or yewtee.. cannot hougang lar! thanks!

really ask ur parents for a full body checkup.. maybe go for colonscopy because colorectal cancer is now very common. for 50 years and above very easy to have de. and it comes secretly and theres no pain! signs are like bleeding in faeces. really go!! dont be like my mum.. now my dad oso have bleeding in stools. zzzz?!?!?!

posted by lemonade boa.  # Wednesday, March 07, 2007 0 Comments