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WAIT! Before I entered the world of stressfulness..I JUST WANNA SAY I AM VERY PISSED LOR.

Ada's going mad again.

She's pissing off again.

And this time, by a little primary 6 girl who DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO WIPE HER BUTTS PROBABLY AFTER SHITTING?

yeah. the smell of the SHIT, indeed, stained onto my dad's car after going for pasir ris to grab some fresh air.

and she's my sister's friend.

i wonder how my sister get to know her.

she scolded me.. : JIBAI. YOU SUCK.

fer some reasons like I DON'T HAVE SONGS TO SEND HER.

GRRR.

MADNESS.

but i'm not angry lah. she's.. JUST A little GIRL lor. MUAHA.

Anyway, I'm really.. caught in the situation between me & her. Hopefully we will patch up after our common tests lah. I don't wanna lose any friends. Just for the time being.. I guess.. we will leave each other alone.. And that`s the best solution out of it, don't you think so?

Remember that everyday's a fresh start. Forget what people might have done that either hurts or agigate you. Cos.. LIFE GOES ON. I don't see the reason of remaining angry with someone for the rest of my life..

It was one moment when your name was craved so deep in my heart.

And it was another moment seeing you leaving this school.

YO! Just one last post before I go start preparing for common tests lah.

Went to Chingay with my seniors and friends yesterday, bringing along the purpose of doing public duty but end up watching the whole chingay show with the dancers like few feets away from me. Haha. Then stand there do nothing like that. EAT SNAKE. :p really leh. nothing to do sia. Then I saw zhong qing, den dono wads the name lah haha. they are so near us lor. I find it amusing to see the channel U & 5 reporter reporting the LIVE scene. After that they had a specialised programme for audiences to go to the middle of the road to party( of course the road was being blocked lah.) And I was surprised that they actually played ITS MY LIFE lor! Everyone was basically jumping when the song was played. Yesterday was the only day when people can cross the orchard road so freely without the heavy traffics ah. haha. I remembered got one chingay guy standing beside me, then when the music suddenly started he scared dio sia! LOL. Of course, I TRIED not to laugh. haha. And my reputation came.

SNEEZES.

AH CHOO.

EEEK.

I'M SICK.

kk.. I'm done oreadi.. shall stop posting until after CAs. haha takE caRe..

things doesn't seems to be doing well these few days.

first of all. I ATE SWENSENS LOR. fat oreadi! kk.. I know you'll say.. AGAIN. haha.

2ndly..I'm having a flu. I wonder who's the one who passed it to me. I'm like, just sick a few weeks ago?

3rdly.. I'm having a big fuss again with her.

Yeah. This doesn't seems to be affecting me as much as last time, erm, well, new year eve. I've finally came to realise that.. she's just my friend. Yah, she's IMPORTANT. But.. HELLO? There's no use shedding your tears over FRIENDS right? People might as well assume that we are going steady. (Oh, the song "PUKE" by eminen came in suddenly when I'm typing this.) And.. I'm quite pissed off. Okay. Since I oreadi said that, she's just my friend, and so there's no big deal about being jealous of her being with other friends and so, gradually, the jealousy fades off lah. And you know, I forget guys in 1 week(except fer....). And you know how easy the feeling goes away. So, you assumed that I'm someone who, likes people easily and forget people easily, which is currently the same situation now like, being jealous fer this moment and NOT being jealous fer that moment. ( I remembered she told me not to be jealous, and I agree to FULL extent, and I've done it.)

I'm pissed for something. Something which my closer friends would know.

Yah, so you might not know how PISSED im now.

so better leave me ALONE.

I'm beginning to suspect.

I'm suspecting the peope around me. even him.

I feel so insecure.

I'm scared.

Well,I shouldn't suspect him on this valentine's day.

Duh,whatever.

Wait.. Ada's recalling what she ate fer the past few days.

Uh.. New year eve.

- Roti prata & snacks. -Steamboat 2 rounds.

Day 1.

-Snacks. -Dong fen plus lots of vegetables cooked by ahma. -snacks. Popiah(not oily one) made by my ahma. =D -iced milo. was hafing stomachache so couldn't eat anything.

Day 2.

-can't remember fer the breakfast. but pizza and mocha after that.

Day 3.

~SCHOOL REOPEN LOR.~

-snacks & bread. -can't remember what i ate for recess. -mocha. -creamy mushroom soup plus snacks.

Day 4.

-Meehoon for breakfast. -Panda Biscuits, potato chips. -2 rounds of Meehoon ,again, Fried rice. -soft drinks. -some fried foods at my mama's friend house. (supper) -soft drink. -snacks aka chocolates.

Day 5. -SNACKS aka dono what cookies, not famous amos type, but i don't know what the hell is that. the label said cookies. -Meehoon. -Milo. -Drink abit mushroom soup, after that throw away cos scared fat!

ZZZZZZZZZz.

I don't think I'm eating fer dinner.

EVERYDAY SNACKS LEH.

:(

Yesterday got jog lah.

Today.. 50 sits ups.

and i feel so fei. =(((

sob.

GOING TO SCHOOL TMR FOR SURE.

PE!!!

RUN RUN RUN!

FATS NO MORE!

LALA~

I guess I'm exploding really soon.

I'm hungry even after eating sooooooo many junk food.

2nd round of puberty? I hope not.

Gaining weight like from 35kg in primary 5 to 51kg in secondary 1. I don't want that to be happening to me again uh?

Heh. I saw Nigel SIM.(why does the bad boy has the same sur name as sly?) I oreadi saw him two times in like...a week? Well, I was with washing floor powder when I saw him the first time; he himself alone, with his group of malay friends I think. But not the second time. I was with Candy and Clara then. What made me angry was that.. JIAYAN WAS WITH HIM. grrr. I still remembered how Jiayan and me fight over Nigel. But come to think of it.. He doesn't worth fighting for.. He's not good looking..(Wait..Haven't finish my sentence) AT ALL LOR. Nevertheless, he's NOT cute, NOT tall..Ahh.. Basically, I was blinded for one year lah. GAH. But I felt so GOOD after being sarcastic to him.. Like, Saying that washing floor powder is handsome than him hundred times.. And I bet he won't like what I said to him uh? Heh Heh..

And he's pervertic. DUH. (Valerie got see his picture before.. haha.. v ugly right?! lalala~)

AND.. himlim saw sly ytd! HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL... Y ISN ME? MY FRIENDS LIKE ALL SAW LIAO LOR. =C SLY BESIDE HER ONLY SIA!!

one last kiss, one last touch..

i'm really addicted to this song i tell you. :P

Hmm, I think everything's okay between me and her. Yeah, kinda "fast" right? Its not even a day when we sorta argue lah. But, that's good right? Heh. =)

Its just the day 2 of chinese new year and I'm beginning to feel as if IT OREADI ENDED lor. There's really nothing special lah. Just ang baos and money. I really like the playstation 2 spiderman game I played yesterday! The effect, whoa, so nice and real! But, my about like,6 yrs old cousin keep snatch! Hmph. I had to let him play lah. Otherwise he complain and cry and blah blah blah..

Went for the movie " I do I do" with my family today. Was eating pizza when this tall familar guy dressed in black long sleeve and long black pants appeared infront of me;Bryce, who already graduated, same class as him last year. Heh. And then, saw him outside the theatre again. I wasn't quite sure whether it was him.. so I sms-ed him lor. Coincidentally we watched the same movie. Yep. Haha, the movie was very funny lah. Especially that part when the auntie push her breasts up and aiyo, don't wanna elaborate already if not you wanna watch and I said the details here and there's nothing "fresh" when you watch the movie right? :P

Hmm! I miss my dearie! He messaged me but didn't reply me after my message.. so i guessed he's busy right now.. I sent him a message" hmm don't disturb you lah since you no reply.." But.. Actually.. I WANNA DISTURB HIM DER! hMph..

cos everything changes. just in a few seconds. and you'll lose someone.

just like that.

totally moodless. and theres still homeworks. you better watch out during deepavali. lala~

Just when the weather looked so fine with sylvester's its my life playing full bass in my room, she sent me a message, asking me NOT TO BE CLOSE WITH HER. Well, I don't know what happened lah. Just feel that she's alittle TOO sensitive. I mean.. What's with the style of messaging steve and her? I know that when I sms steve.. I'll tend to like.. be more "wen rou" lah. cos he my wad wad wad right? On the other hand, when I sms her..even towards my friends, I'll be like.. MORE ME. You get the idea? Uh.. She was browsing through steve's inbox if I'm not wrong. And just when i'm listening to the full bass of its my life.. she just.. just.. ..... ......... Heh. She did indicated that she's scared of me.. I don't know what personality I have that SCARES her; or anyone.. Maybe I do have a weird character but that doesn't mean I can be hurt by her like this!

I'm tired. Really.. Tired.. Tired of this friendship. Ha.. But the saying goes.. "Life goes on..". I'm not LESBIAN. But.. she's really my important friend lah. I'm not posting this entry just to get her back, but.. the main purpose of blogging is to express my feelings out, right?

I think there's only 2 choices out fer me..

1) Just wake up.. Pretend that nothing has happened and continue our friendship.

2) Normal friends; or rather, hi-bye friends.

And I think.. it will be more on.. choice 2?

In my whole life, this is the worst new year eve I'll ever get..

ps: I'm currently addicted to one last by taufik.. Sorry ah sylvester my dearie.. But taufik's one last too nice le.. :P sad to say.. sly rocks more! haha.. happie new year bah everyone..

I've no idea why lah, but I'm feeling this way. All of a sudden, I just feel that.. I'm so so alone. I'm so far away from my friends. So so affected me that I don't even give a damn about replying him when he msged me. I feel that I've changed; in one way or another. Heh. I felt so difficult in opening my GOLDEN mouth and talk to her, or anyone personally. I don't know lah haha. BLAH BLAH. If I ever offend you all.. I'm sorry ah. =/

HMM. I just browse through the 8 days magazine and saw sly! so HAPPIE!( You must be wondering that one moment ada's feeling lonely, and the other moment she's happy) Gonna sort up all his pictures someday and i'll paste it all over my room, my blah blah, wherever with ada's presence lah basically. tsk tsk. HMM. and yah, i came across love hina show lah. still wondering if i should tell him that theres this love hina showing cuming up.. :/

Anyway, there's few things that i DON'T LIKE people to do whether infront or behind of me.

1) when i sms people asking about something, i expect an answer. unless its really those ridiculous question, otherwise i won't be happy.

2) Unreasonable people like the SIAO ZA BO in the bus, screaming and yelling my ears as if i were deaf. Unfortunately, i can hear the footsteps of my dad cuming home a few metres away.

3) I don't like people to rush me, or like.. asking me to do things. the more you rush, the more i delay. the more you nag, the more i rebel.

How i wish my mum would read this entry. and I wish that I can spend more time with her. I've decided that.. Tuesday and thursday would be a NO-HIM day! :D

Who will still watch American Idol? Afterall we already have our own singapore idol? oh..I forgotten to add on that my singapore idol is sylvester sim, mind you. I don't know lah. Just get so sicko whenever I switched to channel 5 and it shows only American Idol. I was actually looking forward fer Singapore Idol.. Not a new series, but if only singapore idol is repeated lah. A repeated Singapore Idol I? That'll be weird huh? But.. but.. haha you know what i wanna say. anyway. i just get so cynical about guys nowadays. Im like one sceptic doubting about his love lor. Hope he won't get pissed off lah. ( waiting fer his msg after saying that i don believe he love me when he said he does.) hmmm? :/ CIP was so boring lah! I actually sneaked off to candy's house just fer her aircon. haha. and i was being mocked when i came home. duh. i cried ya know? cos i felt so hurt lor. duh duh duh~

And so the memories flow back, and I'm tinking of him all over again. How could such things happen to me when I'm currently hafing "ahchoo" by my side? But it seems that everything would cropped out whenever i start listening to the reason by hoobastank, or she will be loved by maroon 5, or obviously by mcfly.

Well, It seems that there are still many things to clarify; as i assumed it as a silent break. or separated, or whatever you call that.Though he and i never even started, but my feelings fer him are still as deep. a jeer fer ada. bOowoohOoO. And im pondering whether he still remembers me? duh. ignore me. I'm feeling so weird today. Perharps its the outcome of listening too much of-the reason-.