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Just when the weather looked so fine with sylvester's its my life playing full bass in my room, she sent me a message, asking me NOT TO BE CLOSE WITH HER. Well, I don't know what happened lah. Just feel that she's alittle TOO sensitive. I mean.. What's with the style of messaging steve and her? I know that when I sms steve.. I'll tend to like.. be more "wen rou" lah. cos he my wad wad wad right? On the other hand, when I sms her..even towards my friends, I'll be like.. MORE ME. You get the idea? Uh.. She was browsing through steve's inbox if I'm not wrong. And just when i'm listening to the full bass of its my life.. she just.. just.. ..... ......... Heh. She did indicated that she's scared of me.. I don't know what personality I have that SCARES her; or anyone.. Maybe I do have a weird character but that doesn't mean I can be hurt by her like this!

I'm tired. Really.. Tired.. Tired of this friendship. Ha.. But the saying goes.. "Life goes on..". I'm not LESBIAN. But.. she's really my important friend lah. I'm not posting this entry just to get her back, but.. the main purpose of blogging is to express my feelings out, right?

I think there's only 2 choices out fer me..

1) Just wake up.. Pretend that nothing has happened and continue our friendship.

2) Normal friends; or rather, hi-bye friends.

And I think.. it will be more on.. choice 2?

In my whole life, this is the worst new year eve I'll ever get..

ps: I'm currently addicted to one last by taufik.. Sorry ah sylvester my dearie.. But taufik's one last too nice le.. :P sad to say.. sly rocks more! haha.. happie new year bah everyone..

posted by lemonade boa.  # Tuesday, February 08, 2005