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Its very IDIOTIC.

I failed my emaths. And I even got an F9 for it. Fail is can lah.. BUT A F9. what the @#$%^*.

I thought I would at least PASS alright. Feel like KILLING myself.

Same fer english. I've nothing to comment since I've been failing it since like.. primary 1. Except fer PSLE which was really UNEXPECTED. Likewise fer my secondary school's results. Getting an C6 wasn't and still, isn't easy.. Maybe I'll buy some TYS or assements books to brush it up. I can't keep failing RIGHT. Gotta stuff myself with books later.

Mr Vijay was nagging and nagging with my overall results when I eventually stopped him with a firm look on my face that "I'll work harder". He was out of words lah. :p

Went steamboat with candy and steve yesterday. The food.. Aaw... I didn't even eat. I CAN'T lah! Its so wasteful to spend 12bucks on me. I'm gonna return candy's mum no matter what. Heh. Im very happy yesterday with her companion. How lucky can I be man.. (:

As what my nickname goes.. cherish what you have, don regret when you lose it.

But.. even though I don't cherish my fats, I can't lose it.

But.. do I really cherish my friends? Heh.

I don't see the point of cherishing friends with two sided.

One moment she's "HEY HEY" and the other moment she's completely ignoring your presence.

I don't know if she's puting an act infront of "milk" or what. I seemed to be like.. realising.

I know that I was giving her a "dao" look whenever I see her last time. But.. this is due to the "dao-ness" she gave me right after the genting trip. I didn't realise that I was giving her attitude cos of the genting trip, and blindly I went APOLOGISING TO HER.(Make it clear man, she didn't apologise to me.) Like what I said.. I seemed to be realising. Realising is a cruel and realistic thing. Its seems as though I was living in a "mong-ca-ca" world. Heh.

I don't know..

What if..

You were taking an escalator with your old best pal.

when she didn't even greet you. and you have reached the first storey and she just walked away like that..

and when she was like "HUH-ING" when I was the one making the notices fer the secondary 1s cadets.. Is that "huh-ing" supposed to be sarcastic?

and when she was like " oh-what does weiting's daoness concerns me" to milk. She didn't said it..But milk was like" HUH how ar weiting dao me" to yiling when she just kept quiet, like hecking me just like that. But I'm still wondering why she was "eh why you so cold to me" infront of milk. Is she acting or what?

I don't know. I'm numb. Why should I care for HER man.

Theres seem to be a barrier btw me & her & me & her.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Friday, March 25, 2005