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look, im updating again. heh. whatever.

anyway, the sjab day rehearsal is sorta confusing uh. i dono where to march and blarh. i hope i wun forget the pledge on that day itself. UH uh uh.anyone, put the pledge paper infront of me can? guide guide guide. mumble to me when i forgot the pledge.

okay,im off. i wanna read newspaper. its been long ever since i read. bye for now.

the power jus went off jus now hahah. i was chatting with val when it suddenly piak. yeah this piak word sounds familar uh. hmm homm. and i recalled the trip to ngee ann poly fer the electrical engineering. haha. but i dono what to do so my mum was the one who "recover" the power supply. :D

anyway im going to sch later for sjab day rehearsal. gonna meet up with `ven for longjohnsilver. im craving for the fries there. hey ada, it has alot of calories you know! i dono. i dono. i dono. i dongiveadamn. just wait till i eat it and i will complain to you that "im fat" will do. hiak hiak.

yea. HAVEN done ANY revision. abit of maths uh? went val house ytd with the intention of doing revision but end up ... whoops.

anyway i've found out that someone actually copied my friendster profile. wth. i hate copycats. darn it. c'mon, be original.

ha. she smsed me today. but i dono what to reply her. don wanna tink about it anymore. i just wana drop the matter. :))

anyway, i tried doing emaths just now. uhhh. i couldn lah.basically im now under the hyperactive condition; i can't sit still and kept "hop" around. until i got a phone call from yiling. wooOo. w.h.y went cycling today. we met like around 6.30pm and cycled all the way to bukit batok then back to cck till yew tee. i wanna lose my thighs fats. heh. actually we planned to fly kite but none of us has it. so we went to sir house since we had nowhere to go. had difficulty finding his isolated house. and i think he really never communicates with his neighbour( i asked his neighbour" is this mr chua house?" and his neighbour looks blur. hahah). then we took a drink, stayed at his air conditioner room and browse thru his things. i can't believe he still kept his toys. mygawd. anyway, we left like around 30 mins later and cycled all the way back home. my parents are still not at home now. steven went to school today, just hope he don any-o-how. hahh. and i felt he neglect me today lor. )):

thatswhyiwentcyclingtoday. hahah.

I don't know why I'm feeling this way alright? I'm just way too protective of steven. I don't let him go out with girls. not that I don like the girls or what.. I just feel JEALOUS. uh..candy came yelling at me and i just shot her back" i don like them and i feel jealous".duh. and i got a huge mess out of it. being raised voice by both the cousins. ha. its not very good to be raised voice at. i feel like patching up with her, but i cant. i dono how im going to face her. there seems to be a barrier between me and her. i cant tolerate what she tells me and blah. i just.. uh.. i dono. she's too protective of her friends and came yelling at me because of them. i feel hurt too. its not as if i forget the whole friendship or what. its just that, whenever she appeared, i would quarrel with steven you get it? i would find all ways to make her angry. dono why. im not myself when i tok to her or when im with her. things changed and it will never be the same again.. never.

THE CAMP IS OVER. ((:

HEH. quite stressed up during the camp. I don't have the potential to like, order people to do things lah. The cadets still complain to me about their performance, and asked me to cancel the performance. I was like.. DUH. what worse was, sir still say I didn distribute the song booklets to the cadets earlier! yah its my fault lah, but I can't possibly remember everything right? The impact on me was so big that I cried out infront of the cadets. so shit ya know. there are many things that im very pissed with during this camp. but.. im afraid that i cant say out the names here.

anyway, im glad to see ahtat cuming for the campfire! :D cos actually he said he's not cuming lor. ahhhh :D my idol! shuai shuai shuai. my god. im mad. haha. he's very cool okay. k enough of him.seriously, i don like him, jus find him very shuai! ahhhh. thanks for other ccas hu turned up fer the campfire night! i know its quite boring lah. but yea, the strength of the cadets is small, and thats the most we can go. wanted to invite my classmates but theyre not in the uniform groups! if not it will be more fun i guessed. :D

okay, im still very tired, even after sleeping for like 8 hours. steven has gone out. dono whether he's back home already or not. he told me he's meeting they all. but i dono if they met already or not. ahh wadeva. its their business anyway. im so agigated when he told me that they are going to meet. dono why too. he hasn't even contact me. i dono what he's doing. anyway, nicholas and valerie lighted up my day! nic sent me lonely toothbrush by tomoya and val showed me a link of tomoya too! ahhhhhhh! shuai shuai shuai!!!!

I'm like.. 6 more hours to my camp! Hope everything turns up well. But.. as sir told me, the number of people turning up for the camp is very small. Sir has think of merging 2 groups into one. That's a great idea. I don't know.

Anyway, I am not that THAT that gaga over that couple below already lah. Gonna fade anyway. But AIN'T handling the vcd over to valerie at the moment. I feel like watching it all over again! Perharps like on the 26th of june before the school reopens? HEH. Then I will go gaga on the 27 when school reopens(duh, got holiday meh?)

Shit, I haven't even touch on my revision. DUH. Gotta chiong next week. MUST MUST MUST. gotta force myself. ain't gonna waste my time slacking and hanging around. okay. Ada, YOU CAN DO IT.

Isn't that" YOU CAN DO IT" sounds abit like.. nora-ness?

UHHHHHHHHHHH. I'm bad!

But its just me. yeah. the bitchy cum bitching with val girl. yeah. ssb.

Off for sleep! PLEASE FLOOD MY TAGBOARD. :P

Psssss: steve, don any-o-how hor. you WATCH OUT. (Anyway, shanling forced me to bring pillow to the camp. oh gosh. feel like using the saw and saw her. HIAK HIAK HIAK) BUT I WILL BRING LA.

I've found the name of the couples!

They are..

Tomoya Nagase and Takeuchi yuko!

YOOHOOO. I LOVE THEM. I'm addicted to that show. Mukodono!

SWEEEEEEEEEET. If only the show is REAL lah.

Well.. I'm like obsessed with the show now. HELP.

Just like how I'm obsessed with SLY. BUT but.. my obsession in sly is fading away lah. HEH HEH.

I've chiong finish all the show today. YOOHOO. I love that show. Makes you laugh and even makes you cry! LUCKILY they are together again! YAY. :D

I love that guy. He's... dashing charming ahhh!

I love that girl. She's... kewl and sweeeeeeeeeeet.

I love them.

Too bad its just a show. GRR.

And.. I guess that the guy in real life ain't a good guy lah. He's ayumi's girlfriend ya know?!

But I wanna know the name of him!

and that sweeeeet kewlllll girl too!

Anyone?

Heh. 3 more pictures. Though it looks distorted..

This is the japanese vcd im watching! <3<3 the guy is soooooo cute xD

went school ytd fer sjab. haha then the song booklet still nid to photocopy like 30 more. :p haven buy the green color A4 size paper oops. after that chiong home straight and watch the japanese show val lent me from 6 till midnight. i think is called " kuai wad wad xia". omg. the guy is so so so so so so handsome! x) without his specs he's like complete different person! he's a hot singer but his character is definately not that "cool". He's like mad when he's at home. He is married but was kept a secret because it might affect his carrer.. then keep need to change his image when he go out with his wife. haha x) but he's so handsome <3<3.>

happy 5th month my dearie! xD

finally, the camp proposal is 3/4 done! haha. from 0 to nothing. a sense of achievement woohooo. x) hope everything goes well during the camp this thursday. im like neglecting people's sms now adays liao! don even bother to reply. x)

I'm like hoping that lao da will turn up on friday campfire night. too bad his officer don let him to. wan to cry liao. :'(what worse is,i can't ask him to come cos my mum will be there! x(

maybe I'm too stress about the camp liao, I actually don't know whether did i fall asleep jus now or not. I don't know if I was dreaming that I'm lying on my bed thinking of discussing the camp things with shanling they all or I haven't sleep at all. Weird uh?! haha. split personality?! xp

kk. changed skin again cos find my tt last skin cannot make it ah! :p nice right.. HEH. xP 3 days to camp!

haha. new skin! done by ME ME ME ME ME. but im not satisfied with this skin lor. falling leaves only on the right side. haha. wadeva. 1st time doing a skin, find it sooo difficult siah. :p Need some people to guide me lah!

anyhow, im off for camp like in 5 days time. mus miss me ahhhh! i noe you all will HEH.

quarrelled again.

you know.. the word FUCK.

argh.

I HATE AND LOVE YOU. the feelings..

Our story started on the 14 of january.

We didn't know each other well then, but I still chose to walk the path with you, even though I know that I have my major Os this year. because we don't know each other well, problems arise.

I ain't interested in your stuffs.yeah right, that's cause we don't have the same character.

u are the hanging around type, while I'm the study type.

Peope thinks that we don't suit each other, and some even foresee that we will break like one month later. but we proved them wrong.

but, I think your attitude changed. or maybe like whatever girls sensitive issues or whatever.

I admit that I really heck you like hell during exams period. I'm trying to care fer you now but you don't allowed me to. our conversation become so dead. DEAD. once I don't speak up, you don speak up too and you wil just go" I only work, slack and sleep, there's nothing much to talk about". I'm not blaming you here, just wanna express my feelings here to all girls out there. does your guy treat you like that? I doubt so.well I don't know for some extraordinary ones out there, but..mostly, your guy don do that right?

yeah right.. girls are sensitive creatures. they are answering NO when they meant YES. when they are answering YES they actually meant NO. right? its like.. I'm telling you to leave .. But actually my heart doesn't match with my brain nerves alright..they don't coordinate. HA. yeah. girls are strange. well..you get it, dewen?

on a cloudy day. when its cold outside. i've got the month of may.

haha. chinese os is OVER! actually its one week ago lah! just v lazy to go and update my blog :D. the first part the section still okay lah. but v scared the comprehension and paper 1! hope i can get at least B3 :D

after chinese straight away chiong all e way to orchard with shirley, yumin, jasmine, valerie, serkee, yiying, eileen. :D heh. then shirley me yumin and jasmine watch monster in law while valerie and gang watched STARWARS. took some neoprints lah. :p

and isn't it sickening to have D&D camp straight?

DUH.

whads worse is the.. FOOD.

i mean, yeah we are humans.

but the beehoon not bad lah! jus like.. tmr to go and I'M FREE of D&D camp.

today didn't went to school lah.stomach cramp! heh. HEH.didn't do my CIP. Zz. but it kinda enjoy to slack around and slp at home but tortured by the cramp too.

now rushing sjab camp project. actually its a very new thing to me. very scared will get scolded during camp ah! don wan don wan DON WAN. get the hint?! HINT HINT. I DON WAN KANNA SCOLDED YA KNOW.

haha. madness.

went lot 1 mcd with shan,ivy,himlim,yiling to discuss about sjab stuffs.

kinda confusing.

but its better to confuse now than during the camp ryte?!

anyhow gal, stop complaining lah.

its not like i don have homeworks too. and i got scolded oso!

for being late.

DUHHHHHHH.

anyway. quarrelled with STEVEN.

sensitive lah girls.

GIRLS.

heh.

CRIED ya know? its kinda foolish.

but i dono what im tinking either.

but his attitude in his msg really change lor.

what No. You are not disturing me. Then what you doing. maybe im sensitive lah. but he doesn msg like that?

ahhh. fcuk.

off fer sjab camp proposal. bye for now. oh yah. i've learn quite alot during the camp sunshine. took some videos using sir's hp. hahaha. bet he's going to laugh.