ADAlim

I don't know why I'm feeling this way alright? I'm just way too protective of steven. I don't let him go out with girls. not that I don like the girls or what.. I just feel JEALOUS. uh..candy came yelling at me and i just shot her back" i don like them and i feel jealous".duh. and i got a huge mess out of it. being raised voice by both the cousins. ha. its not very good to be raised voice at. i feel like patching up with her, but i cant. i dono how im going to face her. there seems to be a barrier between me and her. i cant tolerate what she tells me and blah. i just.. uh.. i dono. she's too protective of her friends and came yelling at me because of them. i feel hurt too. its not as if i forget the whole friendship or what. its just that, whenever she appeared, i would quarrel with steven you get it? i would find all ways to make her angry. dono why. im not myself when i tok to her or when im with her. things changed and it will never be the same again.. never.