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I think I'm going to have a breakdown soon.

I don't know why I cried just now. I don't want people saying that I'm another typical girl who cried for small little things. Yes, I cried. For that hurtful words that Miss Au spam on me in the morning. "YOU BETTER WAKE UP." I know. I know I haven't been doing well since last year. I know. I couldn't even finish revising my mock exam for today, combined science. I couldn't. I didn't even touch on my physics. I know I'm very slow at absorbing things. I need alot of time for revision. I know I'm slower. People around me just go saying" Huh, still at that chapter ah, don nid to study liao". Yes. I panic. I was lost. I spent 3 days and I still can't finish my chemistry revision. I took my paper and I couldn't do it! I'm feeling very dejected right now. I'm giving up my Amaths mock for tmr. I'm too tired.

But that doesn't mean I'm giving up for my prelims. I wanna go PJC first 3 months, for that particular reason. Yes, I wanna try. 3 months is enough.

I will really start on my chemistry from tomorrow onwards. Lotsa revision coming up and blarh. I wouldn't be blogging until after prelims. And now I'm going to have a warm shower and sleep. I'm giving up tmr's mock. Bye.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Tuesday, August 23, 2005