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Reunion dinner was great. Crabmeat( note: vegetarian crabmeat which totally taste like a real crabmeat), small tiny winy eggs(I don't know what they call that), v Abalone, v ham etc etc.

But I didn't see any v hotdogs on my table.

That's really bad. Hotdog is my favourite. Hotdog is my life. Hotdog is the new black. Uhhhh, okay.

I kind of miss dunearn, really. Lormee{with lots of chilli , and is, ALOTS, which never fails to make me sneezzzze} $1, nuggets $0.30 each(look, im not a pure vegetarian =P), hotdog bread{fried} ( only available in dunearn i supposed :\) , Mee soto, Ice milo.....

When its around 10am,40 minutes away from recess,

I would usually ask valerie:

1) What are you going to eat?

2) Aye, Eat lor mee leh.

3) Yes! Today thursday! got Fried hotdog sia! And after we have finished our food,

we would usually say:

1)Actually I'm still hungry leh. {Automatically we will head for the meesoto stall and buy nuggets to class}

After school.{ me, val, claire}

1) Want go eat mee pok or not?

I miss dunearn's food really, though it isn't very nice. =p But 3 years( I was only here in sec 2} of dunearn food daily, and suddenly we aren't eating them anymore, kind of weird right.

But hey, I wasn't saying I want to be in dunearn.

Hopefully, on 6th of feb, I can just take my results and zhao to poly and not staying in dunearn for another yr. :\

Alrite!

Gambled yesterday with my relatives and unknown people in my auntie's house.

Won $10

Lost $9 terribly.

Total: won $1.

Mum doesn't allow me to learn mahjong when my grandfather is very keen in teaching me.

:C

Not fair.

Today I guess Im catching a movie with my family before going to my mum's fren house.

Ahh.

Jeremy is coming back today.

I missed him so badly.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Monday, January 30, 2006 0 Comments

hahaha.

okay.

im going to blog about my colleagues- si hui and chee wan.

i didn't know that they know so much, and is reallly, so much about guys.

im a noob i know! jeremy laughed at me when i told him about what i asked them.

im always slacking around, talking and laughing like a retard with our dirty and polluting talks.

yesterday was about how guys wear their underwear.

cheewan: you think like girl meh, they have to adjust their underwear one leh.

me: eeeee. thats v disgusting sia.

cheewan: its just like us adjusting our bra.

me: den why their one point up one?

cheewan: later they steam their thing gek how?

me: huh, how to gek?

cheewan: took out a bottle and pressed the bottle lightly* there, become like that. very pain one.

all: laughs*

still got alot more ok.

haha. aye, we were talking about that when our boss wasn't around lah!(obviously) heh hehh.

they are very fun lah. (:

but im like working everydae from morning to night ok.thats tiring. real tiring.

dearie is going for malaysia tmr till mondae. i will miss him, very. but on the other hand i have time for my frens! (:

but its chinese new yr already. ahhh.

new yr eve will be 2 rounds of steamboat! heh hehhhh.

and after all the visits in chu 1, i have nowhere to go.

chu 2 - maybe going to my auntie house or something.

chu 3- rot at home.

chu 4- work.

ahhh. pls. friends, lets go bai nian lah!

for our one&only purpose.

money. :P

just received a call from val. she's telling me to go PJC if i get 15 points for Os. aye, i really can't get that. i really CAN'T. my english alone will be D7. or worse, E8. other subjects? um.. but aye, it will be cool if val & me hang around in a new school. heh. everyone will be jealous of bitchy us. oops.

and she told me that results will be out on the range of 6th feb-10th feb. she nearly got me fainted. it's like 2 weeks from now. TWO WEEKS.

i dont even dare to think about it.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Thursday, January 26, 2006 0 Comments

gosh.

that hot yellow tee guy.

DAMN HOT CAN!

If valerie was there she would be saying he's HOT too.

somemore I was the one who served him leh. You know how crazy I went after he left or not!

Think he's an american lah. Awwieeeeex. :D

I was actually staring at his big muscles. and one thing, he's damn tall lah!

I think going to 190cm like that. Like my ex husband ,shan wee.

sigh. I don't know how shan wee has been after our divorce. Heard a commerical this afternoon. something like" shan wee is better looking, justin ang is strong or something, vernon a has deep voice, daniel ong has bigger ass."

my heart stopped when i heard shanwee's name.

guess i still love him as much..

oh..

my love..

my darling..

posted by lemonade boa.  # Sunday, January 22, 2006 0 Comments

I'm trying.

I'm definately trying not to repeat the same mistakes again; {that I didn't let SYDW to go out with girls, which was totally unfair I know. So I want to change, and I'm trying to give in more in this new relationship now.}

Not that I repeated the mistakes, but I'm thinking about the consequences if I continued giving in.

Then the whole thing starts again whenever guys think that they have the control over girls, and that their girls are already possessive in them already.

Ignoring calls, treating you cold,telling you about other girls, seeing his inbox with all the slut's names,making you cry like no tomorrow.

Then I told myself that this time it will be different.

But how different can that be?

I don't know.

Seems like I'm trying to avoid all these mistakes that I'm giving in too much.

I am like trying to risk something which I don't know what will the consequences turn out to be.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Friday, January 20, 2006 0 Comments

Before I start blogging, I shall first apologise to my blog for neglecting it for about 2 weeks. "Paiseh paiseh"..

Have been busily working ah!10.30am- 10pm daily! But luckily dearie will fetch me from work so I can put my head on his shoulders on the way home. Aww. So blessed. Haha. :D

One thing which traumatized me at work; someone in his mid 50s flashed at me.

KNNCCB. My friend Si Hui who has been working there for 6 months haven't encounter a flasher, yet.

I barely work for 2 weeks.

This was how it went.

Effing flasher: You all here got sell belt or not?

Me: Huh?( My first response to anyone's question is always a HUH.)

Effing flasher: Pulls up his blouse and shows me his belt* " This type."

What I saw was ,his pants unzipped with no underwear.

I wasn't able to react. I just stared back at him,with my eyes wide open on his dick.

And he "pai pai pi gu" and left.

I should have said something like" WALAO EH SO SMALL SIAH!" The rate my brain was operating was VERY LAG.. I couldn't even think of what to say, and just stared at his dick.

He must be very happy to see someone staring at his dick.

OMGGGG.

WHY GOT SO MANY PERVERTS ONE?

:'(

Right.

Regarding Candy's blog, I shalln't say much. I know that the way I treat her and my classmates is different. Maybe its because of all the quarrels we had that made me "fan gan" of her, that every little thing she says provoke me in one way or another. And she says I have changed. Um, friends, have I really changed?

I told my friends how I talked to her in MSN, and they said " AIYO ADA YOU SO BAD SIAH!"

As I said, I treat her differently from others. Don't ask why, I really don't know.

For " I like rich people like Mr jeremy and look down on poor people." from her blog, I shall now rephrase what I told her the other day.

It was something like" I like rich people and not poor people like STEVEN."

Obviously, this sentence is trying to SUAN steven.

And I don't look down on poor people. If I do, why did I like steven in the first place? And Yong Xiang who comes from a quite bad family background had also made me like him like crazy once?

Yah. Seriously, I DON'T LOOK DOWN ON POOR PEOPLE. I don't. I symphatise. I symphatize the patients in the Ren Ci charity show. I don't look down on them. Really. I DON'T.

I am getting pissed typing all these out.

"Clear the misunderstandings"- Valerie told me.

Yah. I am doing so, now.

So..

When she came into my shop the other time, I was so excited that I tapped on her shoulders, and then realised I made the wrong move when she said something like" I don't know her."

If I really dislike her {I tagged in my tagboard: I hate people who is related to STEVEN,(which is obviously another phrase trying to SUAN steven again) which causes much arguements on new year eve} I would have walked away to one side, and not getting so pissed by what she has said. I mind. I do mind about what she said that day. Thats because seriously she is still my friend no matter badly I treat her or how many arguements we had. But I dislike one of her friend which shall not be named, did I even look at her? No. I didn't. I went on doing my stuffs, saying how pissed I was to my colleagues.

This incident happened once.

I was in the NDP with Himlim, Yiling and HuiJun during sec 3. And all of a sudden Himlim broke down, crying and saying" YOU ALL FROM E1 I AM FROM E2"

I was from E3 during secondary 3 okay!

So she was ignoring us during that whole day, and when I approached her, she said" I DON'T KNOW YOU."

I got so damn pissed that I just walked away, telling yiling and huijun all her bad things and said she's crazy.

Its the same case as candy's. If I don't really care I wouldn't have got so pissed.

Yah. For now, I shall try to change my attitude towards her. My apology for that sacarsms I made on you. Yeah. That's my fault I know.

But I didn't change. Give me some time to change my attitude towards you. Alright?

PS: I MISS MY FRENS- VALERIE SHIRLEY SERKEE SHUYING BIRDIE WHERE ARE YOU ALL. Aye no, you all should be asking me that right? :p

posted by lemonade boa.  # Monday, January 16, 2006 0 Comments

Yesterday's New Year Eve's celebration was.. incredible. Everyone was sick. Sick in the sense-sick.(ain't i saying the same thing?) SICKENING is the word to describle the friends of Jeremy's/Nigel's. Look who are we talking about. NIGEL SIM. The sim. Horny sim. I really wondered how long they never masturbate already. HORNY ASSSES.

Heh.

Was supposed to meet dearie at 7 but I was late by what, 30 minutes(According to his blog)? NOOOO its only 20 minutes not 30 minutes. :P And went makaning. :D The korean noodles meal tastes like instant noodles to me. It sucked. No, I love magiee mees. I mean it shouldn't taste like instant noodles. Eew. But dearie's food was nice. Shouldn't have ordered that noodles. :C

Went downtown east later on. Met my ex primary school mates on the way who are also Nigel's friends. (I shouldn't deny that Singapore is real small lah.)

They: Eh you nigel friend ah?

Dearie: Yah... Go meet nigel ah?

They: Yah..

They: Are you weiting?

Me: Uh yes.. Are you.. ummm..

I stopped. I couldn't recall that girl's name. Ahhh what a shame! So I just shut up and listen to their conversation. Heh.

So.. we went to the nearby swamp together after meeting dearie's horny friends up. I wasn't feeling afraid/dizzy/frighten during the trip with dearie around. It was really dark lah .I couldn't eye for my beloved cockroaches despite the dimmed lights from the handphones; and thats the reason I didn't went screaming around like a retard.

Aye, went back to buy uh.. I shall name it as fruitbeer from now on. (It tasted great!) The police were around and I felt as if I'm doing something against the law. ACTUALLY ,I WAS! But in the end dearie held the beers for me. Lucky ass. I actually thought about the police catching me red handed with the beer in my hand and tell me to handle my IC over and I will be in the police station and my parents have to come down in the middle of the approaching 2006 year and nag at me and asked who are your friends and why your friends like that and blarh. No. I was actually hallucinating about the whole thing. I think dearie could tell that I'm afraid. Haha.

So headed to the chalet. I don't know whose chalet it belongs to and nigel claimed that they were all asleeep. So .. we drank the beers dearie bought and dearie smoked. I was very disappointed. I know he's a social smoker. But seriously, I hate smokers. Wait a minute, in case you are thinking, he isn't a beng. No. Not a beng this time again. Thank goodness. (: But.. AHHH I DON'T LIKE LAH. His friends were also smoking. Darn. I felt like an ahlian being with them. NO I AM NOT ALTHOUGH I MAY LOOK LIKE ONE. :'(

There they went" Eh, you at night got wear bra or not one ah? Eh, you virgin? Eh.. Fuck you lah! "

Me: Speakless*

Then they came out with this true or dare. Umm. Ahh. Ehh. The first one who got it was dearie.

" When was the last time you masturbated?" was the question they asked. Expected though. HEHH.

The other dare was actually asking one of the guy to touch the boobs of her gf. And he did.

KNN.

That girl is only holy innocent 15 year old. darn it. I thought she feels a little.. slutty.

Then when it was my turn, they dared me to peck dearie. Our first kiss! Okay. I did that.

Then Dearie's turn again.. they dared him to french-kiss me! Ahhh. I guess we took a long time to pick up the courage... ...

Okay I shall stop this true or dare thing.

Lala. Overall the whole thing was great. But things would be so much different without him around..

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE.

2005 IS OVER.

The torturings of Os in 2005 are over!

But waiting and knowing the results in 2006 is a definate torture..

posted by lemonade boa.  # Sunday, January 01, 2006 0 Comments