ADAlim

I'm trying.

I'm definately trying not to repeat the same mistakes again; {that I didn't let SYDW to go out with girls, which was totally unfair I know. So I want to change, and I'm trying to give in more in this new relationship now.}

Not that I repeated the mistakes, but I'm thinking about the consequences if I continued giving in.

Then the whole thing starts again whenever guys think that they have the control over girls, and that their girls are already possessive in them already.

Ignoring calls, treating you cold,telling you about other girls, seeing his inbox with all the slut's names,making you cry like no tomorrow.

Then I told myself that this time it will be different.

But how different can that be?

I don't know.

Seems like I'm trying to avoid all these mistakes that I'm giving in too much.

I am like trying to risk something which I don't know what will the consequences turn out to be.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Friday, January 20, 2006