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Friends. Yeah. I have many of them.Thats right- I have lots of Hi-bye friends. I treated every of my friends differently. Like I will go into the mad side of mine when I'm with my close friends, giving them different attitude and behaving differently. Its not that I'm unfriendly, its just that I'm more of a quiet person when I meet up with new people.. Maybe Jeremy's friends think I'm not very friendly, but do you think I'll go HEY OMG WTF HAHA with new people? To the extent that some may think I'm crazy if im too over friendly, or some may think I behave stupidly infront of them. What I normally do is I keep my mouth shut, listen to their conversations and smile when there's something funny. Or I'll just give you the HECK-EVERYTHING look which people finds it "dao". Yeah. Lots of jeremy friends encounter this and they think I'm DAO and dislikes me, and my friends dislikes jeremy too cos he also behave the same way as I do. Yeah fine, I'll just greet and greet everyone okay? ( His petty friends; ESPECIALLY GUYS. didn noe guys will be so fickle minded.) Maybe they are just commenting here and there but once again, I HATE TO BE COMMENTED.

I go into the mad side when I'm with Sir, Yiling, Himlim, Valerie. Although there might be some misunderstandings and internal conflicts. And thats the very true side of me. Most of my friends I encounter for now I'll just try to ACCOMODATE or CRAP( whenever there is a need to)with them.

And come to think of it, I lost this friend of mine due to her friends. I caused so much trouble for her just because her friends dislikes me. ( Which I don't really know why they hate me too) and yah, they often quarrelled because of me. And sometimes I would get so fed up that I started quarrelling with her. Just plain conflicts, conflicts and conflicts. I started avoiding her so as NOT TO CAUSE SO MUCH TROUBLE and so on, till I guess she got the idea I don't really wanna be friends with her anymore. No, I just hate quarrels. Its frustrating. Its frustrating that I started to feel uneasy for whatever things she has done for me. Too much quarrels give me the headaches and all. And I'm sensitive to her words and she's sensitive to mine too, which results in MISUNDERSTANDINGS and QUARRELS. Maybe we are not fated to be friends? Yeah maybe. But I guess I chose the right choice because I believe everyone is happy without quarrels. Its tiring to keep on quarrelling for small matters.

Okay, just a thought of mine before I went to sleep last night. Finally blogged it out and there you go. =) Off for construction tech lab sheet. BYEBYE!

posted by lemonade boa.  # Thursday, June 29, 2006 0 Comments

Oh no! ATE ALOT, AGAIN!!

Like 3 biscuits for breakfast, ban mian, 1 small mouth of chocolate, 1 blue berry waffle, 1 honey dew, dried raisins, veggies and veggie chickens. Drinks : Ice lemon tea, hot milo and aloe vera peach juice. AHHHHH. SHIT LAH. I shouldnt have eat waffle. Feel like puking now and thats very weird cos I love waffle alot. But aiyah, down my stomach already. Cant do anything but sit ups.. situps.. But yeah, did 8 rounds of jogging with dad ytd before sleeping. :D

Yep. Am happy for my results! 90% for chem, 85% for ct, 99% for maths! But ahh, think I gonna flunk my ecology since I wrote nonsenscial things. :( Okayyyyy. No, I cannot slack. NO SLACK-ing. NO! :):) NTU YES! But then again, I wanna be a beautician, or maybe makeup artist, fashion designer, mediacorp actress ( hey thats my childhood dream lah) ; more of into BEAUTY & FASHION. Its like so NOT LINKED can? zzzz. Gonna do my MOL and CT pw already. MUST DO. OKKKKKAAAAYYYYY. BYEBYE!

ps: im lazy to even reply tags& smses lah. but eh tag me pls. :X

posted by lemonade boa.  # Tuesday, June 27, 2006 0 Comments

Like hello, can you resist that?! CHOCOLATE BROWNIE AT CAFE CARTEL. <3

And SAUSAGE PASTA WAS HEAVEN TOO. THANKS DEAR. <3<3<3>All the great food today. Grape bubble tea, brownie cake, sausage pasta, bread, peach smoothie. :D LOVE THEM ALL.

Ahh. When can I go again? :)

Feel like eating tian le li. :X

Anyways got my beaded necklace! :D Thanks dearie! :D:D

I'm happy today. AHHHH. But fasting tmr? Guess so. Think I just eat dried raisins with jasmine green tea for the whole day. Yep till 6pm. So.. think wun eat breakfast, lunch or dinner. Unless my mum forces me to. Haha. And jeremy is going to get angry if he sees this. :X OK I WILL EAT ANYWAY.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Monday, June 26, 2006 0 Comments

OKAYYY. Bugis with valerie ytd was a .. hurm. Not really good because the nails done by dono who on the 2nd floor was damn bad. as in real bad. Yeah. WILL NEVER GO THAT PLACE AGAIN. Maybe the 1st floor cos I guess that shop is newly opened. I think I can do the nails myself lah hello? Shall wait for these nails polisher to be removed naturally and i'll D.I.Myself man. I got my black nail polisher alr. Gonna get the crystals all these. CHEAPER. Yeah ada always go for cheap things :X But im broke okay?

AHH. NO MORE CONTACT LENS ( no money to buy)If you see me in school and I looked at you without smiling at you and walked away means I CANNOT SEE lah. NOT I DAO OK? =) ANYWAY SCHOOL. YES SCHOOL REOPENING DAMN SIAN. And I still not in the mood to do the construction tech pw or the maths homework. ZANE PLS PUSH ME HARDER.

Anyways just caught RV jus now with mum and sis today. Quite funny but i didn laugh cos I wanted to laugh yet like not very funny. >.<>

Going out with jeremy this sunday. VENUE NT CFMED YET. But he's gonna give me a surprise! Sadly he lost his handphone. AHH. I feel abit bad because he said he's gonna give me a good treat using his jus-earned-money. He should use tt to buy a new handphone right? Guess he's unlucky nowadays. Yeah. Valerie said that he shouldn give me those ear rings cos its means he giving his luck to me. SO MAYBE THATS WHY ITS HAPPENING. Should return him I guess!

Yeah tts all for now. Guess I gonna do my homework tmr. YES I MUST DO THEM. zz.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Friday, June 23, 2006 0 Comments

I'm getting mad slowly.. Really... Heating up.. VALERIE IS STILL NOT READY YET. WE ARE SUPPOSED TO MEET AT 3. NOW ITS GOING 4. :@:@ KNN.

Haha. anyway im fine with jeremy alr. Yeps. :) OUR 6TH MONTH TODAY!! aint it fast? :D Gonnna meet him later after valerie's shopping to bugis junction. OKAYYYY I LOVE BUGIS OK?

:D

Hurm. When is shi ting coming back? Is the outing still on? :@ SHI TING FASTER COME BACK. :@:@

posted by lemonade boa.  # Thursday, June 22, 2006 0 Comments

I'm tearing now. I'm deeply heartbroken. Yes I am. Even though we may have already started talking and all.. I'm still heartbroken. I'm not a good girlfriend. Am I? *Shrugs*

I might have irritated you and all just now. But that word really affects and has already affected me. No, please don't get irritated when I write this. I'm just blogging out my views. You may have already apologise and all, but this incident tells me that I still don't understand you well. Well, maybe I don't understand you at all. I don't know when you are going to get the moodswing and all again. Tell me, when are you going to get them again? When are you going to hurt me all over again? Yeah. I'm deeply hurt. Deeply.. Its so deep that I can cry when listening to.. emo songs.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Tuesday, June 20, 2006 0 Comments

I knew it. I knew something's going wrong between both of us. The messages from her, the pictures of her titled" dear" , the way Jeremy went into his room to pick up her call. THE CALL LIST as to say. Yeah. He two timed me. No matter how much I cried and shouted at him he seems that he's happy to two time me. He dared me to call up that girl, and I went to the girl's house to confront her. Yeah. She.. is definately hotter than me. Definately much hotter with her slim body.

I don't know. Her name is Pei Ting and stays near me. Ha.. She said they did nothing but just sex.. Oh wells. How do you want me to manage that, huh? You walked me home the last time, smiling happily and said good bye.

I woke up, panting heavily than ever. The dream seemed so real. Hopes nothing like this happen to me in real life. *shrugs* Yeah. Here's the before and after makeup pictures. :x

before

after

me and my mum

then worldcup later.

It was czech republic vs ??? Forgot the country. Anyway I was supporting czech but they lost. 0-2. Kuakua.. Jeremy said the way I watched soccer is very funny( and cute?). Erm..

dono what they doing but doreen v cute!

us! :)

walk home around 2am after that. :D reached home den piang, slept. and got that bad nightmare. :/

okies. till then. byebye!

posted by lemonade boa.  # Sunday, June 18, 2006 0 Comments

Bored Bored. I'm bored. Went gym yesterday. Going shopping later. Its time to get some shopping anyway. :x Gonna get a black bubble shorts( Saw Jolin Tsai wearing it and its like damn nice lah), a belt and maybe clothes. :D Mum's gonna pay for only one of them. Gotta use my own money for the rest. BUT I'M BROKE. Gosh. I'm left with 100 bucks ok? Fine dad. He wants me to use my own money to buy a handphone. :@

AHHHHHHH!! I wanna work. I WANA WORK. ok. Maybe I should call back auntie for help. But Im not sure if she's willing to hire me since I sort of rejected her once. AHH!! Gonna work during my semester break which is ard.. September. HIRE ME HIRE ME.

Anyhows supposed to go pool with shirley and weitat and all. But my mum will definately say I PANGSEH. :( But anyway worldcup later with jeremy. Haha. :D:D Yeahhhh. Maybe his mum will drive me home! :X Ok prays hard for that. :x

Okay, makeup session for now! Maybe gonna put a before and after makeup pictures for the next update! Till then. :P

posted by lemonade boa.  # Saturday, June 17, 2006 0 Comments

I'm bored. I'm freaking bored. BORED JUST PLAIN BOREDOM. Entertain me!

Why am I bored:

Jeremy's house and Gym. Oh yah, issit real or what, I weigh 48kg and that's a fact for now becos its an electronic weighing machine at his house's gym there, and other machines indicate im AROUND 48kg too. ok. think thats the minimum weight i would go. So that means I lost 5 kg in 6 months. I know that's very slow but its better than NOTHING. Tell me that standing at 165cm and weigh 48 kg is enough pls. PLS PLS. STOP MY FOOD DISORDER. mapling, gunbounding, rotting at home the whole day stuffing myself with dvds. tvs.

Luckily there'll be swimming tmr.(that means i can eat waffle!) :) Yeah. Hopefully it's a fine weather. And yes, I wanna meet up valerie shirley shawn and gang too. This saturday! :D:D

And jeremy says he's bringing me to a place with good food and kbox next week. DON'T BREAK YOUR PROMISE k? And you stole my 25 pts. F5. :@ You will get it tmr.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Friday, June 16, 2006 0 Comments

Don't worry dearie, I wasn't talking to guys or THAT PARTICULAR GUY. No worries. This few days I have been missing and being faithful to you..

Oh well..

Was supposed to meet up valerie for Kbox. We ended up having ajisen and packing her stuffs( Thank you me for helping you to clear up ok!) at her house. and the toot on the toot was being toot by us. :D And pleaded my mum for a stayover at her house. So, naturally for girls there were pictures.

And worldcup later.

While the worldcup was going on, the conversation between me and valerie were actually full of FUCKS and DAMNS.

" Oh fuck tt longhair guy!"

" Oh damn he missed just a little!"

I seriously hate that I-dont-know-what-country-is-that LONG HAIR GUY. OMG that smirk on his face! But hey, I saw a very cute guy among the audience okay! I was like" VALERIE CUTE GUY" and valerie was like" OMG CUTE GUY" at the same time. okay. Bitches I know! :P

Slept at 5am after our small conversations and bitchings about whoever. :PWoke up at 12pm and headed to BPP for delifrance. OOh.

And borrowed some vcds. and ate maggie mee at her house. and played badminton and all before I went home at 9pm the next day. :P

Guess there's no one who can replace my bitch secondary classmate. :D

Oh. And I was thinking of the picture dearie showed me at his house. AHH HE'S SO CHARMING IN THAT PIC CAN. drools. Scan me that pic dearie! BUT DONT PUT IT IN FRIENDSTER PLS.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Monday, June 12, 2006 0 Comments

Everyone's asking me why I closed down my blog, what happened to my blog and etc. Okay people, I offically announce that I'm re-using this blog again. The reason why I closed it down earlier is because I find that I have difficulty in writing like, HOW I FEEL ABOUT THAT PARTICULAR PERSON. I have to think of how that particular person will feel about me after I wrote about him or her. You never know if he or she comes and look at your blog,do you?

So anyway, common tests are over! Yes. FINALLY. I'm meeting valerie for kbox later. AND SING MY LUNGS OUT. I wanna scream out all the chemical parameters, the concretes and the Kilonewtons out of me. :) Guess I won't do well for my Ecology because its much of a personal research and I don't really understand one of the structural question, so that's a byebye case but I dont really care. So... :P

Went Dearie's house yesterday after my last paper. We went like ooh ah( what the hell are you thinking) in his room and ahh shit when his mum came back. YES. It seems like I'm a mistress or something wandering around in his house. :X And then we went out to buy food for his mum and myself. And sat around the table and hey, I was damn nervous and quiet okay?

But I went laughing when his mum said this " Jeremy, do you need disposable underwear for tmr's trip?"

HAHAHAHAHA. OKAY OKAY. :)

Then his mum went back to her room. So dearie, his lil sis at primary 3 and me were sitting in the living room chatting and playing ball? Okay. I've to admit that his lil sis DOREEN which I call her DURIAN is cute. Maybe dearie will find my sis cute too. But anyway I just dont feel that my sis is cute because she's my sis. :P

Went home at around ten plus. And who knows, his mum offer a fetch! :D:D I'm damn damn glad lah. *smiles*

But I'm feeling low now. Dearie is in malacca for his soccer trip and I guess he must be enjoying himself now. He called me this morning when I was asleep, and send me a message telling me that he's gone for malaysia. :( No, I didn't hear him for the last time. And he should call me earlier when I told him I'm going to sleep. But he called me when I fallen asleep. :@

And he will be back on monday evening? :(

But nah, I aint going to stay at home and rot and miss him like crazy. Time for hanging out with frens!

And yes. VALERIE FOR NOW. BYEBYEEE.

PS: MY DAD IS CRAZY. HE WANTS TO COMPETE ME IN JIAN FEI - ING. HE DOESNT WANT TO EAT AND KEEP ON EXERCISING WHICH WAS WHAT I DID LAST TIME. HE JUST SHOWED ME HOW MUCH HE LOST AND HOW LOOSE HIS PANTS ARE. DAMN. I HATE COMPEITION. ARGHHH.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Saturday, June 10, 2006 0 Comments

I was/am stressed.

1) CATS pw.

2)Fucking common tests are next week.

3) I wanna score. SCORE SCORE COME ON.

4)55% for SM quiz. Felt so dumb with the teacher's sarcasms. I could have did better if I was given enough time

I was/am happy.

1) almost full marks 32/33 for maths test 2 and full marks for maths test 1.

2) I weigh around 48 - 49 kg now! But face still as chubby and tummy isnt flat as ever. Hai.

I AM sad.

1) I am getting my pimples.

2)My hp is spoilt. Oh pls thats fucking nokia 6510. Its like outdated since 2 years ago. I want a new hp! My samsung A200 is spoilt too!

And yes.. My appetite is growing smaller and smaller everyday. Is something wrong with my stomach? I am full after drinking 1 can of greentea. wtf? Oh yeah great way of jian fei ing huh ? But no, I want my appettite back! Kuakua.

Ridiculous entry.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Friday, June 02, 2006 0 Comments