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Was looking at the testimonial Vijay given on the Leaving certificate, where I find one passage very true. " Wei Ting is a passive but courteous young lady". No lah. I think whats very true is" In a group, she is mindful of the feelings of others". Gonna add on the sentence:She is mindful of feelings of others ABOUT ME. Haha. I mind alot on how people feel about ME. Yeah. ALOT ALOT. I mind they saying my bad points and all( everyone does right?) I mind them greeting me or not, I mind them talking to me or not, I mind the way they look at me. I mind and mind and I mind. But I seriously dont know why girls always " xie yan" kan me. I experienced this from the M.A.D seniors from regent namely P*****, and oh, forgot other girls name. Hate them lah. the HATRED.

Anyway, Come to think of it, why am I on diet, why am I doing all these situps and giving up nice carbo filling food? Thats because we mind how others feel about us. We do not want to be labelled as " Fat". So we are constantly living in people's eyes. Lala. So to Jian, or not to Jian?

Oh yah.. Parents know about me and Jeremy. What I expected was all wrong. Deh. WRONG. I thought my mum will not allow and my dad will allow yet thats like the opposite lah. Mum was like eager to see Jeremy and my dad was like want me to wait till 21 year old and find a bf cos I'll never know what job jeremy is going to hold and all that, and am I going to live a wealthy shao nai nai. Hello, what generation already? I GONNA GO OUT TO WORK INSTEAD OF BEING A LAO GU PO AT HOME KNOWING NOTHING BUT HOUSEWORK AND CHILDREN. And what? Get a bf at 21 is definately a NONO to me since I already got one like 13 years old? OMGGGG. I strongly believe my dad had a girlfriend around my age already. Like duh. :@ And its like he doesn really care much and why does he care so much about this. And when my mum says Im so thin my dad will say like No still fat. WTF? Nothing comes out right from his mouth. :@ My mum always say that he speaks nothing but bad things. Anyway my mum does allow me to continue with jeremy. im closer with her lah and so glad that she allows. Cos normally she's the one who keeps on nagging and controlling me :)

Ok. gonna get some slp. Tired. BYEBYE.

Things not completed

1) MOL

2) CATS pw.

3) upload pics of shirley's birthday celebration REN FA( issit?) steamboat! Intended to buy birthday cake there but no cakeshops to be seen. =.= Gonna get her belated present for her soon! Wanted swensens but ex? But I think it still cost around the same. NVM. My birthday got celebrate?

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posted by lemonade boa.  # Monday, July 10, 2006