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I'm totally frustrated with myself. Whats with my useless pea brains? I felt so useless staring at STUPID SM LAB SHEET. I revised 3 weeks ago. Nothing left. Nothing. I forgot everything. I stared at the question for one full hour and no, I forgot. I wasn't like that before. Seriously I didn't bother about homeworks and all I did was copying in secondary school. Yes I bothered about tests but NOT homeworks! But even homeworks are getting me out of my nerves.

I'm breathless. I can't breathe. My heart almost stopped when I heard two people saying and comparing their results about maths. Too much new syllabus and all. Too much to remember. Its too much seeing my classmates being so hardworking. Construction technology test this coming monday. And darn I haven't start a thing.

No use complaining. Let me plan my schedule properly.

Study CT tomorrow.

Study Maths after CT test.

Study Chem midweek next week.

Start practising SM next saturday.

Slap myself if I can't catch up with all these schedules. SLAP SLAP.

Why am I doing all these.. when.. I've no intention in getting such jobs when I come out? Ahh.

MENSES CRAMP IS KILLING ME. I CAN'T THINK PROPERLY. FULLSTOP.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Thursday, August 03, 2006