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*Warning. This post may cause disturbance. So if -he- reads it it has nothing to do with me cos i already warned that this entry is not for him.

*Warning.

Now Nigel thinks that he's the right guy and is trying to push everything to me.

He said that he wanted to clarify things with me and i said okay.

He told me that what i wrote has make him make enemies with lots of people and IS GOING TO CONSTANTLY remind jeremy about the incident.

Well what i said is true and i think Nigel is trying to make it sound concern that " I'm going to remind jeremy about everything".

If you want me to edit the entry then please say so.. Don't make it sound like u r so good that this entry is going to remind jeremy constantly..

I know what I wrote in my entry has made u feel small. Saying that I dont love you in my blog makes u lose face. ;) It made u feel even smaller when i said its cool to look at 2 guys quarrelling with me.

Oh. But you were really quarrelling with jeremy over me. :)

You were feeling hurt when you saw what i wrote in my entry and quickly msged me that u wanted to use the word " care" but the word " love " came out instead becus u were drunk.

I said that so you really love me cos people said the real thing when they are drunk.

He said that he wanted to say the word care but love came out instead.

So... I see.

He's so stubborn to think that he's the one who is correct. He came confronting me about my blog entry.. Saying something like what im wrong to write something -Two guys quarrelling over me & I dont love you nigel - that part.

But i thought its my blog and i thought he doesnt read my blog. O.O

He called jeremy a dick for not telling him that he's pissed. I said he's being a dick for not daring to call jeremy up to apologise. I thought normally when someone's angry they wouldn't even bother to look up for the friend? I think it will be sincere for the fren to look up for the friend and not asking the fren to come down look for him. :) After tt he said jeremy called the other day at 3am to apologise. Then i said that why did u say jeremy nv tell u he's pissed and suddenly called to apologise at 3am?

He said that he called Eugene to ask jeremy down but jeremy didnt want to and jeremy is a dick because he didnt want to come down.

Since like he keep wan to win so i think i should jus stop msging him.

Think of it.. I know its my fault for going out with them. I knew it right frm the start. But if you didn't give that stupid glum face i would have stay.

I wanted to go home after jamming. But they said i should stay if not ernest n nigel are going to look gay to be together. I stay lor. Seriously i wanted to go home and study my french.

I know its terribly wrong to even STAY with them. But well i really intended to watch CHELSEA VS MAN U and i really thought they going over to marcus house to watch and how the hell i know end up drinking downstairs? I felt like calling u. But they said i shouldn't because jeremy's at the wrong.

But both of us are wrong. Jus that im wrong even more.

I know that. seriously i know that. ;) But with frens ard u r easy to be influenced by what they say. Like how easy one can pick up smoking.

Hope tis incident doesnt bother u much dear. :)

Today's my 1yr5months with jeremy.. Bake brownie cake though failed terribly and the plate like sorta crack and burnt. =x So full now.One big plate of brownie cake!

Haha. French test is finally over! I hope I will pass! Dono what the qns asking also. Mus write essay in french oso. Hope i nv write badly!

Off already. BYE!

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posted by lemonade boa.  # Tuesday, May 22, 2007 0 Comments

Hey esther. I changed skin because i wasn't able to post the entries. After i changed then ok liao. Sorry for not using your skin. :(

Its so hot now! Is it 40 degrees celsius or something? I am trying to memorise my french but the weather makes me so irritated and now im having headache!

Must be global warming huh.

Friday.. Went play basketball at another court with Esther and ZhongWen, ZhongWei and her friends.. Sweated hell lots. Went to another court to find jeremy, and i got hit by a ball right on my eyes!

Sheesh. Its such a disgrace to be hit by a butch.

Well no offence. But they just said sorry and went off. Wow.

Jeremy was feeling upset the whole day and i dont know why. He quarrelled with Ernest. :/

Saturday.. Haha long day.

was supposed to meet jeremy to polyclinic in the morning.. i kept on calling his handphone and house but his handphone was off and he was sleeping in his room with his door locked and they weren't able to pass the house phone to him. Argh. Was fed up.

We intended to go jamming since like thursday.. So I thought the jamming thing was still on.

So at around 1.30pm I met Ernest, Nigel and Zhongwen, intended to go his house and wake him up so we can go jam together.. Yet when I reached his house he went like " I'm not going you go enjoy yourself." and pulled a long black face.

His mom asked " what happened?"

Jeremy said " You go ask her la i sick now she still ask me go out"

And I was very pissed and embarrased SO i went off with them to jam. The whole day I was waiting for his call and no he didn't call. And i was like fine.......

Played drums for the first time. It was fun! I know how to play the beats for My chemical romance - I dont love you. Haha. :)

Then.. Zhongwen went home.. Me ernest nigel went causeway point walk..

Then ernest went to meet him friend James.. Omg JAMES IS SO FREAKING CUTE.

He's a mixed british and chinese and he's 16. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. Sorry im going crazy again.

He got beautiful eyes and sharp nose and everything omg. And he is so shy infront of me! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. He said " Im a nice gal" to ernest omg omg omg.

Okay anyway.. So me, ernest nigel james went back to Regent Grove and sat down at the bench.. Nigel bought all the liquor and stuffs.. Jeremy called me at 10pm but i kap his call..He msged me" Fcuk off bitch! You still dono what im angry with. Fuck off." Well of cos i know what he's angry with. He was jealous that i went out with guys. But why did he give me that black face?\

Then all jeremy friends joined in to drink.

Then.. dono what time, jeremy saw me with them. Then he came down and shout at me. " WHAT YOU WANT NOW. MY WHOLE FAMILY IS WATCHING YOU"

Wa.. Then we went to one side and quarrel. Then jeremy said" FINE IM SICK OF ALL THESE THINGS ALREADY"

So i said, ok since you want a break den fine lets break up.

Then i walked over to the bench and took my bag. Then his friends were like : Aiya break with jeremy and go back to nigel....

Then jeremy heard it and asked " WHO SAID TT" then jeremy and jonathan quarrelled and gonna fight.. Then nigel stood up and ( these part is very funny)

Nigel: Eh is your fault la you shouldn't scold her like tt (someting like tt)

Jeremy: Eh tis is the problem btwn me and Ada you dont chap in okay?!

Nigel: Ada's my ex girlfriend and i still love her.

Jeremy: Ada's my girlfriend.

Nigel: Ada's my ex girlfriend.

( I was quite stunned becos two people are quarrelling over me.. lol.)

Dono who push hu.. then going to fight. then jeremy mum shout from the window" DONT FIGHT LA IF NOT I CALL POLICE I COME DOWN NOW"

then his mum came down.. sorta say me.. quite sad. then after tt jeremy mum be the middleman. then ok liao, den jeremy brought me up to his house and we talked things out.. tt time i was very pissed and treated him cold.. abit drunk and tired too. jeremy sent me home and da bao prawn mee for me to eat..

James and nigel msged me to check if im alright. Wa, i receieved james msg i so shock. Cute guy you know. But yea. I love to look at cute guys but i don love them. :)

Nigel said that when me and jeremy were upstairs they held some discussions and asked if i wanna know what are the discussions and he said he tink i should know what the discussions are.

So i asked what are they.

He said " They think that you should come back to me"

I went like zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I really dont have feelings for you now nigel. Maybe last time.. but not now. :)

then jeremy kept apologising till ytd. :)

Jeremy kept ask if i still love him . Of cos i do. :)

Sunday he came to my house after his work .. and kept saying he's scared to lose me.

Nigel msged me and asked if im awake but i didn reply.

No worries my dear. now i know tt u really love me because u were so jealous!! :)

Tmr is our day. :) 1 yr 5 months together... :) looking forward to it..

tmr is also my french exam. :( sianz.

Today.. never go school. Woke up late and ive got lots of things to do.. These two little students huh.. bluff me in the morning saying that they failed their maths terribly. Sheree told me that she got 2/60 and 0/60 while lynn got 3/60 and 1/60. I went like am i such a bad teacher? I was very sad because firstly i know that im a bad teacher and secondly im going to lose my job. Then at 11am, sheree called me and asked " How huh, failed maths la! ADA!"

I went like.. Sigh. I dono how oso. Work harder ba..

After a few minutes.. Sheree said.. No la actually we passed.

I went like omg why u all bluff me. Lol. They are very happy because they said they first time pass thier maths. :):) And they kept thanking me for teaching them! :D

Feel happy for them.. :)!

Haha. Now headache.. im sweating now la. Walao. Mus study french oso. sian.

UPDATE SOON!

posted by lemonade boa.  # Monday, May 21, 2007 0 Comments

Boo! :)

Life's great.. Mum's fine! :):) Everything is alright.

Last week my weight was 49kg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But i managed to lowered it to 47.5kg this week. Heh HEH!

School's great. Had a funny incident last week. HAHAHAHAHA about the tutorial ( makeup) thing and my classmate. I hadn't laugh so hard for so long la.

Ahhh. Dyed my hair black. Teaching 4 students now. Lynn and Sheree( Group) are really funny students that I can talk to them like friends la. As for esther, don nid say la hor.

School, sucked. I had my self esteem lowered today by my teacher today. I gonna prove you SO wrong. ;)

Sian.......................

Were thinking of stuffs...

1) I'm going to revise my EM3B tmr.

2) I gonna get a new bag.

3) I wanna lose weight and be hot like Jolin.

4) I wanna meet Valerie See.

5) I wanna shop tmr.

6) I wanna earn money.

7) I will get A for my EM3B, STRA, WT, NPMC if i work hard. :/

8) Tmr i gonna wear red dress( not really a dress) i bought at $10

9) Love u jeremy.

I wanna slp already.

Nights.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Tuesday, May 15, 2007 0 Comments