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*Warning. This post may cause disturbance. So if -he- reads it it has nothing to do with me cos i already warned that this entry is not for him.

*Warning.

Now Nigel thinks that he's the right guy and is trying to push everything to me.

He said that he wanted to clarify things with me and i said okay.

He told me that what i wrote has make him make enemies with lots of people and IS GOING TO CONSTANTLY remind jeremy about the incident.

Well what i said is true and i think Nigel is trying to make it sound concern that " I'm going to remind jeremy about everything".

If you want me to edit the entry then please say so.. Don't make it sound like u r so good that this entry is going to remind jeremy constantly..

I know what I wrote in my entry has made u feel small. Saying that I dont love you in my blog makes u lose face. ;) It made u feel even smaller when i said its cool to look at 2 guys quarrelling with me.

Oh. But you were really quarrelling with jeremy over me. :)

You were feeling hurt when you saw what i wrote in my entry and quickly msged me that u wanted to use the word " care" but the word " love " came out instead becus u were drunk.

I said that so you really love me cos people said the real thing when they are drunk.

He said that he wanted to say the word care but love came out instead.

So... I see.

He's so stubborn to think that he's the one who is correct. He came confronting me about my blog entry.. Saying something like what im wrong to write something -Two guys quarrelling over me & I dont love you nigel - that part.

But i thought its my blog and i thought he doesnt read my blog. O.O

He called jeremy a dick for not telling him that he's pissed. I said he's being a dick for not daring to call jeremy up to apologise. I thought normally when someone's angry they wouldn't even bother to look up for the friend? I think it will be sincere for the fren to look up for the friend and not asking the fren to come down look for him. :) After tt he said jeremy called the other day at 3am to apologise. Then i said that why did u say jeremy nv tell u he's pissed and suddenly called to apologise at 3am?

He said that he called Eugene to ask jeremy down but jeremy didnt want to and jeremy is a dick because he didnt want to come down.

Since like he keep wan to win so i think i should jus stop msging him.

Think of it.. I know its my fault for going out with them. I knew it right frm the start. But if you didn't give that stupid glum face i would have stay.

I wanted to go home after jamming. But they said i should stay if not ernest n nigel are going to look gay to be together. I stay lor. Seriously i wanted to go home and study my french.

I know its terribly wrong to even STAY with them. But well i really intended to watch CHELSEA VS MAN U and i really thought they going over to marcus house to watch and how the hell i know end up drinking downstairs? I felt like calling u. But they said i shouldn't because jeremy's at the wrong.

But both of us are wrong. Jus that im wrong even more.

I know that. seriously i know that. ;) But with frens ard u r easy to be influenced by what they say. Like how easy one can pick up smoking.

Hope tis incident doesnt bother u much dear. :)

Today's my 1yr5months with jeremy.. Bake brownie cake though failed terribly and the plate like sorta crack and burnt. =x So full now.One big plate of brownie cake!

Haha. French test is finally over! I hope I will pass! Dono what the qns asking also. Mus write essay in french oso. Hope i nv write badly!

Off already. BYE!

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posted by lemonade boa.  # Tuesday, May 22, 2007