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Eat so much today at the wake. >.<

8am eat 12pm eat 3pm eat 6pm eat 9pm eat. I think I have gained 500grams.

Gonna jog 12 rounds tomorrow. TWELVE. If I dont jog for twelve rounds Im not going to eat anything! Which is impossible because my mouth is damn itchy. FOOD= I WANT! but scared fat. >.<

P/S: Some friends just make me feel like avoiding them. Ask me why and I would say because they did things that really make me angry or hurt or they are really very TROUBLESOME. Ask me how because some friends just keep on nagging and saying me without asking themselves whether they did the same. Ask me who and I won't let you know.

Sometimes I really feel that _______ are the only people I can trust. Just being with them make me very happy and comfortable and really BEING MY TRUESELF.

SIGH. Sometimes I wonder why zuo ren is so difficult. What if you own like big house or big car or like money. You are not able to bring them all back. So what if you love someone so deeply with the fact that they are going to leave you either sooner or later.

I want so many things and I'm always not contended with the things I have. ZZZZ.

Going to sleep now. I'm tired.

posted by lemonade boa.  # Wednesday, March 12, 2008