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I bought a ring that changes colour when the mood changes.

Black = stressed.

Blue = Normal

Green = Mixed feelings

And my ring turned super black when I was doing work in the office. Haha! Normally it doesnt turn black man. Wah, i really stressed during work!

Study also stress. Work also stress. Haiyo.

Friday had K.ok session with my colleagues - nina jenny brandon juayhong rioven mee weng etc etc! duno some of the names! oops. sang till about 10.30 then everyone zhao already. haha! rioven sang till super good lo. and he look like gary. but more good looking than gary. =X

and my camera batt went flat lor. sian. nv take pics. but my colleagues got take so should have in my company's pc bah!

Yesterday was xmas eve. And I off lah! My boss super good.. give me off. =) If not should be half day. Haha.

Had celebration at ZZ tang till 9pm. Will be the last day i'll be going there because its gonna move to yew tee already. Jeremy.. will be near you next time? heh.

Then went out to east coast with weitat, chiyeung ( dono how to spell his name) , jackson and chiyeung friends. jackson handsome lo!

They play the cards until i wanna slp man. Haha! But they are super funny sometimes.

And i seriously CANT RECALL what i did for xmas last year. My god.

Need to refer back to my blog archives. =.='' I very bo xim leh.

AND TODAY I WOKE UP AT 4.20PM.

Gonna.. run with shawn along brickland later at 5pm.

Burn the calories. Hope i won't have allergy again. bringing $4 just in case so i can take cab again. =p

Just a little thought of mine..

Qiu qian(how do you say it in english?) at genting. Then was told that it was a bad qian.. sian lo. he say that my life is covered with black clouds now and i am having a difficulty in choices now. actually is qiu for my studies de but then jeremy said that cannot qiu for studies de? cos it depends on one individual not luck. then my mum interpreted that it should be talking about my life now. i also think so. then i was told to "stay still" and "bear with it".

now im always feeling sad / happy / emo/ jealous. fuck it. i dun like but den.. i know that this will soon be over. =) just bear with it and enjoy the EMO/SAD/ JEALOUS. lol!

dont u feel that when we happy only happy like few seconds only? sad always for quite long de. i feel that HOW SAD depends on HOW you look at it. if you think of other stuffs you will forget the "sadness" for at least awhile? so enjoy the torture. that's life. i know that i can make it through. =p

Now.. i should concentrate on NTU, meawhile with all this stupid BGR stuffs bothering me so that life is more entertaining.. am i a sadist?

if i cant go ntu.. i will be super sad. and is, SUPER SAD and DISAPPOINTED w myself.

if i can go then i'll join dance, enjoy the stress etc etc. =)

then my god, graduate already work as engineer.

den marry a right guy, right man at about 26/27. i wanna live in a nice closy 3 or 4 room flat but with super nice decorations. and i wan a treadmill in my house. aha.

then buy puppy first. i want a brown poodle! after tt 28/29 bear babies. i hope i only need to sheng one? if not figure gone sia!

then i wana be a pretty mummy + engineer.

and besides that.. i wanna be a good man.. do good deeds and etc. if i got money.. i will donate if i can. not blood la. i think if donate blood i gonna faint already.

haha. so thats the life of me in the future.

if can.. i wanna have my own shop and sell clothes?

just talked to rahimah on the phone.. haha i need to go out with her soon lo! i still rmb how hard we mugged during last sem with 4 examinable modules and stupid Steel design test paper and DID NOT SLEEP for the RCD paper. her house / my house for the whole 1 week before exams. and during that period we were like talking about going clubbing and stuffs! and now its the time but WE NEVER MEET UP! haha. and she called me and say i v bo xim lo.. ya la. =x

she more bo xim lo.. call me during my bdae ask my report thing. =x

haha. we are going to hunt mr satha down for our final report thing when school reopens.

my last 1 month plus with black and veatch. going to miss my colleagues! esp nina and juay hong! who are always there to hear me out. =)

posted by lemonade boa.  # Thursday, December 25, 2008