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Circus- By Britney

LOVE THIS SONG.

PICTURES SOON AH!

New haircut! Before hairdye.. Went to catch BRIDE WARS with shawn lee at 11pm yesterday. He drove lah. WAHAHAHAHAHA. And we took fifteen minutes just to find his car after the movie has ended. VALERIE GOT BTE so NEXT TIME OK? Will be me driving already I GUESS! Hehe! CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE- TODAY!

Just suddenly feel like blogging this!!

I seriously

HATE

People who try to gain sympathy from people. EXAMPLE: CUT WRIST, EMO AND LOCK THEMSELVES IN THE ROOM FOR ONE WHOLE DAY, SLEEP THE WHOLE DAY,SMOKE BECAUSE OF EMO, BLARH BLARH.

Right. You ain't going to solve the problem lor.

And I find these people IRRITATING.

The more you do that the more turn off people will get.

Even if they go back to you, its because of sympathy.

Its NOT GOING TO WORK ON ME.

And I also DON'T LIKE PEOPLE TO SYMPATHIZE ME. I Don't Need It.

Even though I was quite emo few weeks back, i didnt go like cut wrist, pick up smoking etc. I did drink abit, but i drink because its nice, not because I'M EMO!!!!

But I stopped for 2 weeks liao, cause I gained weight. =x

Anyway, I'm perfectly fine. I was sad, but NOT ANYMORE.

YOU live for yourself, not for others. So, emo people, dun be dumb.

STOP YOUR EMO-NESS. ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR = MONEY.

Erm.. although I'll return the money to my mum. But it feels nice to see so much 10 dollar notes. Haha!

I want to gamble again!

I gamble only once a year. And everytime I start a new game I'll be super noob, because I forgot how to play already. =p

OKOK. PICTURES SOON. SOMEONE IS ASKING.

I'm left with 8 more working days with BLACK AND VEATCH.

I'm super sad lor..

I wanna stay..

=(

I hope i wont cry on the last day..Although i only usually cry when im angry. But sometimes I also cry when i sad de lor...

Somemore.. Today got CNY celebration in the office. There's an inter-level decoration competition between level 3,4 and 5. For that decoration i actually stayed till 2am on wednesday just to paint the flowers k! And stayed till around 8pm with sabrina and level 3 people yesterday to decorate..

Then today last min rushed a slide show presentation. The presentation need to introduce what we used to make all the decorations with recycled materials. and everyone say the slides are very funny!!! Hehe. the usual me- Very BHB. Kept saying that 3RD FLOOR will be the winner for the competition and blarh blarh...

AND THEN WE WON!!! WEEE!!! V happy lar! =D My colleague is damn good at decorating man. Going to upload all the pics when I go back office and get them!

All the teambuilding events.. Dragonboat, Xmas and CNY.

KTVs and drinks and jogging sessions.

Oh man!!

And today i just went shopping with sabrina! She's super nice and cute and funny leh. Next week shopping with Sabrina and Pei sze.. =p

This sunday maybe going to my colleague house with uncle juay and brandon and etc.. MAYBE ONLY, cos CNY eve ma..

Aiya. I am just goin to miss BV alot.

How! Think goin to ask boss if can stay on the last week..

I want:

IBM laptop

LG icecream pink.

Burberry bag. Bought a burberry perfume. LOVE IT!

Lose 1 kg before CNY so can eat alot- especially steamboat on CNY eve with family and PINEAPPLE TARTS. But left 3 days only. =x

Watch:

Wedding game

Love matters

Inkheart

Ong Bak 2

Go:

Mustafa and get something

Do:

Final Report

Final Presentation

AFTER CNY.

Just now like update till halfway lor.. =x

Cut my fringe.. Going DYE HAIR TOMORROW! hee. =)

Met up with Himlim and her friends after work today.. The 2 guys are super cock lor.. I laugh until my tears come out can. Super funny!! And the girl is very nice. :)

Met up with shawn cheong last week! Pics soon! =p

Haha. Mum called me early in the morning to scold me.. I quickly lower down till lowest volume till i cannot hear anything.. then next ting i know is the call ended. =x Dun wan her to spoil my day. =X

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Since I'm not the one, I know what I should do. Thanks for that short beautiful moments. I know I have made the right decision in the first place. & I've expected it anyway..

An almost 3 years relationship. How did I manage to forget it so easily? Why did I like somebody else? Why are you only showing your concern now? Why are you only talking to me on the phone only NOW which you said you HATE the most before we broke up? How many times did you try to lie to me when you know i HATE IT THE MOST? I did love you wholeheartedly. But did you cherish me when I was with you? Your games, bike and sleep. Everyday I would see you sleeping. Everyone could tell that I loved you more when I was with you. I cried while you went to sleep. We quarrelled and I went to your house and you claimed you weren't at home. I cried on your bed while you left and went for your soccer game with your friends. Remember how hard I cried infront of you and you just sat there and watch me? How did I always try to contact you everyday? How did I always call you and you said you were sleeping during the day? You only called me before you went to sleep and talked for 5 minutes; everyday. You DIDN'T contact me. I'm the one who always trying to contact you. How did you sleep from your 5am to 7pm daily while I work from 8.30am to 5.30pm? You know I'm tired at night and you should come and meet me earlier so that we could catch up more. From 8pm delay till 9pm. See me an hour and you see that I'm tired and you faster ask me rest so you can go home. You thought I'll always be there. Even when I was at your house, you played your game. Who did I gym with at your house condo? Alone. Because you PLAYED YOUR GAME. How lazy were you to go gym with me for just 30 minutes? How did I always surprise you with your favourite strawberry milk tea, waffle, beehoon? Did you even buy for me once(when i didnt say i wanna buy)? Who did I message to when you are sleeping? Who did I go home with after work? How did you break your promise about you fetching me to work on the first day of attachment? Did you even fetch me to work or after work when I worked in bugis? My girlfriends came down.. DID YOU? How did someone else actually brought calculator for me while you were my boyfriend and you just stayed at home and do nothing? How did I always try to call you when you took 2 hours to reach home? How did you make me worry? How?

I remember how you held my hand. I remember the exact location we held our hand together. I remember the fishes that light up at East coast park. I remember the shooting star we saw at our house void deck. I remember how you always waited for me after school during our 1st year. I remember how I felt like crying when I couldn't get to see you. And I remember how you gradually stop waiting for me after school..

I'm afraid to face the same old thing. Typing all these makes me sad. Thought of all the good and bad stuffs for the past 3 years. I loved you. I truly did.

But is it alittle too late?

20th Jan. 2 more weeks and its over. Will always remember them man. The Birthday present from the guys, xmas present from nina and cynthia and one unknown. :) Haha. Sadded. Final report is almost completed. Mr Satha said "Dont worry lah! Well done!" At first over the phone he told me " NOT ENOUGH" Phew phew! Hee! Super happy when he told me that. :D Driving instructor said my driving skill is good too. (I trying to haolian lor..=x) But drive too fast and dangerous. Think i drove 70km/h on 50km/h roads lor. He went like wah xiao jie.. you drive very fast hor. OK. ACTUAL DAY I WON'T. :) Think going meet shi ting up again for shopping. =p She very cute lor.. Call me and ask me what colour dress to buy etc etc. Haha. Super cute.. Alright back to work.

I am fcuking irritated by someone. I really hope that someone sees this. HA. IRRITATING PEOPLE IS ALWAYS TRYING TO IRRITATE ME. You think i duno?