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Just now like update till halfway lor.. =x

Cut my fringe.. Going DYE HAIR TOMORROW! hee. =)

Met up with Himlim and her friends after work today.. The 2 guys are super cock lor.. I laugh until my tears come out can. Super funny!! And the girl is very nice. :)

Met up with shawn cheong last week! Pics soon! =p

Haha. Mum called me early in the morning to scold me.. I quickly lower down till lowest volume till i cannot hear anything.. then next ting i know is the call ended. =x Dun wan her to spoil my day. =X

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Since I'm not the one, I know what I should do. Thanks for that short beautiful moments. I know I have made the right decision in the first place. & I've expected it anyway..

An almost 3 years relationship. How did I manage to forget it so easily? Why did I like somebody else? Why are you only showing your concern now? Why are you only talking to me on the phone only NOW which you said you HATE the most before we broke up? How many times did you try to lie to me when you know i HATE IT THE MOST? I did love you wholeheartedly. But did you cherish me when I was with you? Your games, bike and sleep. Everyday I would see you sleeping. Everyone could tell that I loved you more when I was with you. I cried while you went to sleep. We quarrelled and I went to your house and you claimed you weren't at home. I cried on your bed while you left and went for your soccer game with your friends. Remember how hard I cried infront of you and you just sat there and watch me? How did I always try to contact you everyday? How did I always call you and you said you were sleeping during the day? You only called me before you went to sleep and talked for 5 minutes; everyday. You DIDN'T contact me. I'm the one who always trying to contact you. How did you sleep from your 5am to 7pm daily while I work from 8.30am to 5.30pm? You know I'm tired at night and you should come and meet me earlier so that we could catch up more. From 8pm delay till 9pm. See me an hour and you see that I'm tired and you faster ask me rest so you can go home. You thought I'll always be there. Even when I was at your house, you played your game. Who did I gym with at your house condo? Alone. Because you PLAYED YOUR GAME. How lazy were you to go gym with me for just 30 minutes? How did I always surprise you with your favourite strawberry milk tea, waffle, beehoon? Did you even buy for me once(when i didnt say i wanna buy)? Who did I message to when you are sleeping? Who did I go home with after work? How did you break your promise about you fetching me to work on the first day of attachment? Did you even fetch me to work or after work when I worked in bugis? My girlfriends came down.. DID YOU? How did someone else actually brought calculator for me while you were my boyfriend and you just stayed at home and do nothing? How did I always try to call you when you took 2 hours to reach home? How did you make me worry? How?

I remember how you held my hand. I remember the exact location we held our hand together. I remember the fishes that light up at East coast park. I remember the shooting star we saw at our house void deck. I remember how you always waited for me after school during our 1st year. I remember how I felt like crying when I couldn't get to see you. And I remember how you gradually stop waiting for me after school..

I'm afraid to face the same old thing. Typing all these makes me sad. Thought of all the good and bad stuffs for the past 3 years. I loved you. I truly did.

But is it alittle too late?

posted by lemonade boa.  # Tuesday, January 20, 2009